nothing that is so is so

2011-02-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

survived 3 sems. 4 more sems to go!

2010-04-16T16:24:00.001+08:00

3 sad things :(

Stuck in the vicious cycle

2009-11-10T23:41:00.002+08:00

I am just studying studying and studying. Dont even knw what i am studying. This is like so much more stressful than taking the A Levels twice. I hate Life Science, i really do hate it. I think i even hate it more than i hate Maths. I just need to rant about this. Now i feel better. Next time when i look back at my life i will remember how i suffered with life science.

Today i came across an email that spca is looking for weekday volunteers at the shelter. How i wish i can just reply them without any hesistance. But i cant. I just cant. HAI. I hope to have a 4 day week next sem so that i can volunteer my friday off at spca. It will sure make my life more fulfilling and i can use it as a little getaway from the life i detest so much in school.

Ytd during class (yes, i do go for class ok), the lecturer says if you enjoy your work everyday. You are not even doing any work. Yeah oh well, i was thinking if would i be able to enjoy my life next time doing something i like so that i wont dread my life for the next 40years to come. Wow, working for 40 years is no easy feat. Imagine facing some bitchy colleagues at work everyday. Life sucks!

Anw, looking forward to post exam activities that char has posted up for everyone to look forward too. Yes learn how to cycle it shall be. I better learn how to move ard with 2 wheels. And i am desperately looking forward for that one month to come so badly. I miss the times that we spent walking aimlessly ard hg mall. Just sitting at yakun doing nothing perks me up. HAHA! okie, for now. i would just have to finish studying the life science notes in front of me. Life sucks, it really do. :(

Recess Week

2009-09-29T12:43:00.002+08:00

It seems so short with so many things to do. Now is the time for me to rush out 4 journals that i have been procrastinating and lab report. I am going to camp myself at home and look to yun as an example. She is so stressed up that she is like studying everyday, in front of the com. HAHA! Relax Yun, you can always webcam me.

7 weeks into school. I am still not into the studying mood. I have already prepared for the worst- throwing myself back into nature and work as a FT Animal Keeper! HAHA. Thats really what i want to do. What i need to do now is to get myself a degree first before all my creative thoughts can fly. But the 4 years is gonna be a tough tough one. I wonder whether i am even able to survive pass 1 sem.

Went to feel the vrooms of f1 on sun and i got so sicked of it. Was basically just next to the lane, dining inside swensen's with that tay, who wants to eat STRAWBERRY PEACHY MANGO YOUGHURT mooncake. I felt like we were 2 aunties shouting to each other across the table when the f1 cars drive pass. Funniest thing is that one of the waitress suddenly just took a bowl of ice cream, stood next to our table and lit the candle inside the ice cream, to both of our shocked faces. We just stared at her for like 5secs before i waved vigorously to her and said NO NO NOT OURS. Tay thought i was celebrating her birthday 1 month in advance for her. I thought she was celebrating mine 7 months in advance. HAHA! That was really funny. As usual, we complained about how we hate life and in the end ended up to one square one. REN MING!

Though we are in our one week recess break now, im already looking forward to our 3 months holiday after exams! I am definitely going to slack for a while before going to earn $ again, This time most prob going back to R**D again if there is still positions available. The pay there is too tempting. But before that i will be checking if there are any vacancies for jobs at pet shops near my house!

I want to travel around the world! :)

My Lego Hair

2009-07-16T21:29:00.002+08:00

woke up at 9am and went oppo to rebond my hair. hahahahah. despite everyone telling me not to go.. I really just wanted to try a new hairstyle. Now i look like Lego and Egyptian Mummy. CHUM! hahahah This hair is going to appear in all my Taiwan Photos. This is bad! :(

Anw.. heard that M is treating them to Swensen's again cox he strike ToTo. Why so lucky ah! I think he must have striked a lot. He even says he would be retiring after a few more years to travel the world. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

3 more days and i would be flying off to Taiwan! YEAH.... hahahahaha. This is exciting. Its been a few months since i last left Spore for one of my best trips that i have. Hope this trip would be as good as that.

OH! Happy Birthday to Zhou Weixiu! You're not getting any younger already. Dont be so childish anymore and stop being stubborn! You really deserve a shake sometimes. Whatever the case i hope you enjoyed the birthday song i sang you. By the end of tonight i am going to sing it to you twice. hahaha. Anw i know you have been planning the Taiwan trip with your blood and sweat everyday cox you were the one who wanted to go in the first place but i hope we'll have fun. And i will only praise you if i enjoy the trip. HAHAHA! OK la. But still i know you love me so i will love you too. <3>

The Beginning Of an End

2009-07-10T23:06:00.003+08:00

Yes, this title appears again! Thanks to hyunna for coming up with it. :)

Officially an unemployed after aimless working for like 5 months. Already so used to wake up at 7am that nowadays i always wake up at 9am. Luckily these few days i am able to sleep till 11plus because i sleep at like 2am.. HAHA! Now i finally got a taste of slacking life. I really wonder how junechris can take it. I am so so so bored and SIAN even after about 5 days of slacking. Luckily for the first few days i had this taiwan drama, My Queen to pull me through. The Drama will really get you hooked onto it. Not just me ok, the show was also a hit in Taiwan. HAHA!

Talking about Taiwan, OH YES, im going there in less than 2 weeks. Well, the only thing that im worried about is the typhoon and the cycling part (i was very pissed with my sis about this). But then im really looking forward to the littleeat and cheap clothes that i will be seeing there. But then i am forseeing that i will most probably be rather odd out there. Cox i am travelling with 2 people that i am not even 10% familiar with. I wonder how i will survive for like 7 days with them. Its just like going for a camp leh. CHUM. hahahahaha. And you must go about making friends.

Just reminded me. CAMPS. Supposedly there is my faculty camp next mon but then i am on the waiting list as i registered only on the last day.. so... just let fate decide if i got chance to go for the camp if not i will just plan more activities next week. And in any case, i have hall camp coming up soon. Which i think i will enjoy it more since junechrischar would be present. HAHA! More familiar faces. :)

My Life

2009-05-03T14:36:00.002+08:00

I am back at Reed!
- There till 17/7
I got my A's Results!
- Satisfyng
I applied for Uni!
- All 3 Spore U
I got a very late Bdae surprise
- I like the "so not original idea" photos
I received MSE so far!
- From NTU
I am going for Chalet soon!
- For 3 Days 2 Nights
I am going to Taiwan soon!
- F&E with Wei, J and J sis

2009-01-14T19:13:00.002+08:00

well well well. Im back from HK! okie thats like how long ago, i know i know. The time spent there was really fun beyond words. OK, it felt more like a family outing than a friends outing. haha! The trip began with all of us happily gathering at the airport at 4am on 1dec2008. All except ONE! she sent me a msg at 4am, i thought she was asking where are we. So i read the msg. To my horror, she said she just woke up cox NO ONE woke her up. yeah yeah thats her. Her mum woke up in shock and her dad send her to the airport within 30mins? She finally checked in and thats not over. HAHAHA! im not pissed just amused. She was forced to eat breakfast where 7 of us just stood near the departure gate waiting for her to finish. AND SHE TOOK SO LONG! We entered the gate finally and left Singapore on a budget airline plane. My first time on it. just 2 words to describe: SMALL and BUDGET. HAHAHAHA.

Reached Macau early in the morning at ard 9 plus and went straight to the ferry terminal where chris looks like she is dying from the ferry ride. HAHA! We finally reached HK ferry terminal, the tsim sha tsui one. Then had our very first meal at HK and my very first try of this desert stall there called xu liu shan i think! VERY VERY NICE. too bad i think there is none here. AYe i wont mind gg back HK just to eat it. HAHAHAH! Went in search of our hostel after that. Where the taxi driver couldnt really understand us. So i just told him to drop us at women's street! and we just drop in the middle of the road with all our luggage. We went in search for our hostel for a LONG time and finally found it. This rather run down building HAHA. but once you get in the room, quite good la. Pictures all on FB! so. . . if interested go find it yourself. OH forget to mention, we sort of stick to the same 4 for all our cab rides and the leaders of the cab are namely cat and wx. HAHA! cat's cab is always the cheaper one. YEAH! follow me next time. haha! you'll save save save! went to shop ard Mongkok and spent two days there. Also went to Disneyland to see fireworks and take photo with Allora and Cinderella. HAHA! The characters that speaks with rather high frequency voice and go. HI ARE YOU ALL FRIENDS? DID YOU ALL TAKE A LOT OF PHOTOS TODAY? HAHHA! We tried imitating there hand posture while taking photo with them but i think we failed badly, it looks like GONG XI FA CAI instead. HAHA!

Our stay at HK disneyland Hollywood Hotel was MARVELLOUS. An unforgettable experience. The night owls char june tay chris me had fun while mary wx and syl took their beauty sleep. MARIO made her first appearance and the Two Beautifuls were crowned. HAHA! talking about it now makes me wanna go back again. SIGH! We checked out of the hotel unwillingly and went off to Ocean Park I THINK. hahahah. Ocean park nothing fun(HAHAHA. to me) other than i took more rides than i thought i would take. Aye seeing the pandas was quite fun la. We were looking at them shitting and climbing up the slope and i enjoyed the air con inside. HAHA! well a few days after we came back heard that one of the pandas attacked one of the keepers. WHAT A MISS. hahahah. i want to see! And we also saw a big fish there. Forget its name la some lips one i think. Tay would remember. HAHAHAH!

We also went to the PEAK and madam tussuad. FUN FUN FUN with cam whoring. ANd the Peak is EXTREMELY cold. just put your head slightly out of the ledge you feel a GUSH of wind on you. Not jk! REALLY A GUSH! like non stop! and we had to take this 45degrees tram ride up. Quite fun. You really are leaning backwards. HAHA! Then the night itself we went to out next hostel at tsim sha tsui. This one was quite an experience. I think we were at some red light district. Cox we saw some whores coming out of the building we were supposed to enter. HAHA! Tay was overjoyed to be able to see them. There was some mistake in room arrangement and turn out to be that we have an deluxe room and a normal room. HAHAH! So being a lucky star, i suggested that 6 of them o ya pek ya zom. and two pple were taken out to join my sis and i for a room, the other 4 anothe room. So i represented my room and we scissors paper stone. SO as expected i WON! hahahahahahaha. and got the deluxe room. YEAH! well just a bit bigger and toilet a bit bigger. Thats it. BUt good enough.HAHA! The roomies for the night were cat wx chris june.

Our last day we finally had a taste of DIM SUM. cheap ones somemore and had our fill before gg to buy LAO PO BING and find our way back to the ferry terminal. Caught the ferry and all of us fell sleep on the ferry ride. A very bumpy one that i felt seasick. To our HORROR, our plane is at 4.55 and at 3.50 we were still on our ferry, not even checked in. Wx made us look like aunties by asking us to go take our luggage and hog the exit. HAHA! Once the door open, we rushed out like we're fugitives running for our lives and i felt like throwing up while running. But luckily i didnt. I was imagining a parabolic path of vomit while i ran. HAHAH! We reached the airport at 4.35 and managed to be the last to check in. HAHAH! Then we happily went to the toilet and wasted like 10mins there. And slowing entered the departure gate. We were SHOCKED when we saw a LONG queue at the counters. And wx had to go find the officer to tell them that we have a plane to catch, see if we can cut queue. HAHAHAHAHHAH! And 8 of us just through the foreign delegates counter. While chopping our passport they were scolding us but we were too in shock to listen. And Heard our names announced through the system looking for us. We boarded the plane and saw that everyone was already seated. HAHAHAHAH!

We sat at the last 3rd row and behind us were t_o_g_ that i guess were taking their first trip to spore. They did funny stuffs like singing some mountain songs, chanting something, and at the end of the journey. most of them vomitted. the best was that they asked the air steward whether were they not given food just because they sit at the back. HAHAHAH. i think we had a good laugh la. And auntie june and char also made an appearance. They shouted SHE ME and MEI YOU HOR to an auntie sitting in front of them who maligned them for putting their baggage below her chair when it was actually just part of the chair. -_-" HAHAHA! chris tay and i were having fun looking at them fighting. Not to forget that DEEP heat also proved its worth in the trip by saving chris's life. HAHA! She rather save DH than her wallet. Well i guess this marks the climax of our trip.

I sincerely thank the tour memebers: tay june chris char syl MARY wx cat. for giving me such a fun 5 days 4 night in HK! An unforgettable one definitely. And YUNNY ZHANG AND TUNA. next trip you 2 better join. HAHA! We are planning Taiwan! HAHAHHAHAHA.

My holidays so far were spent slacking other than caroling during the christmas season with the hall people. and waiting for M's call to go start work. And also last but not least the results that will be coming out soon. My next entry will be when the results come out. HAHAHAHAH!

2008-11-18T16:53:00.004+08:00

IM BACK!!!!!! :)

Firstly, wish THE SHERYL TAY KAI HUI Happy Birthday first. Im sorry that i couldnt be there at your school to throw cake at you. But reality is harsh. i could only send a kiss to you. HAHA!

Like Finally ah! Yes june, i only post once a year. HAHA! And the post below isnt done by me. Pls do not misunderstand me. I dont and nv will miss M. OH PLS! -_-'' (OMG! - YUNNY)

I finally finished my exams. Well, its a exam that i wouldnt even need to go through if i had been a bit more hardworking. But aiya, it runs in my blood, Im LAZY. I only like to eat and sleep. But this time i tried my best already. So if still CMI i cant do anything about it anymore. HAHA! And OH YES, Our long awaited HK trip is finally coming alright. I am not a wet blanket ms susu. We are gg there with a strong crowd of 8! I bet we will be damn noisy but who cares, we need to relax from all our stressful lives!

Recently i've been gg up hall like nobody's business. Like im a resident there. sigh, or rather an unwanted guests ( i can hear YES! from june-the loudest, and the rest) But i dont care. I will still keep gg up. IM SO BORED AT HOME CAN. HAHA! Pls take me in. :'(

My slacking days are gg to start, but OH well, it cant be compared to june la. Who slacked for 4 more than 4 months. I think she rotted and shed her skin and rotted again.

12 more days to HK! YESH.

2008-07-02T18:33:00.000+08:00

heyzz. long time no blog liao. i am slacking at home now. june, chris and jj are over at my house now. slacking too. seems like they are upset that uni is starting soon.

anyways. recently, i realised that jj lin is actually a very talented and cute singer. so hy! let me in the group. we can go sing all his songs at ktv now!!! woohoo~

and oh man. i missed my working days at R**D. especially M. i wanna talk to him again. heard that he was promoted to call center manager. CONGRATS! haha! hope he sees this! *blushes*

already decided that i am going to taiwan at the end of the year. pls tell me if u wanna go. especially that irritating hy la. everytime also dunno can go or not. haha. tell u lor! its a good experience. u wont wanna miss it la!

anyways my pastime now is to read pple's blogs. so interesting! its my daily activity now! hahaha! june and chris also very kpo. everything i know, they know too. hahaha. we are kpo pple. gossip rocks!

ok. i should update again if i have time. byeeee!

2007-12-15T23:38:00.001+08:00

I finally ended my 3 weeks contract, earning about maybe 1k like that. HAHA. Poor yunny is still struggling out there. HAHA. But nvm, i have introduced yunny june the job and hope most prob they can join me next year. Im starting work again in the same place next jan. HAHA. This time the office would most prob be like a mini friend gathering. Cox i introduced so many people there. HAHA. But i'll definitely miss my old colleagues, maria, tay and my sis. sigh. But what to do. That irritant hero dont want to continue la. This is so irritating. Im tired. Bye.

2007-11-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

Alright, all done! My fate is sealed. HAHA. Let's leave everything to the hands of God. Thinking back, i dont think i studied i lot. june they all can prove it. I only knew how to do certain maths questions only one week before the maths paper. I know this is bad. But sometimes it is really hard to just sit at the table and do those questions which really seemed so so foreign to me. But whatever the case, i pulled through and its finally the 20th of nov. My last day of studying should i nv get into a U, which i think im repelled from. HAHA.

Post exam activities includes: Cycling, Chalet, BBQ, visiting pple's house, arcade, luge at sentosa, sleeping marathon, TV, slacking at the airport, fish&co. , seoul garden, mahjong, chomp chomp, cut hair! Im sian of kbox already. HAHA. But before all these are done, im starting work on 23th nov. earning $8plus an hour while some brats slack at home. The good news is that i have taysusu working with me (tay, your favourite name! HAHA). Looking forward to it! We're gg to slack at our workplace. Then after we end our work and become slightly richer we'll ZOOM off to HK! HAHA. The trip would definitely by memorable okie cox it will be your first trip with me.
Meanwhile, the brat can slack at home while tay and i work our guts out. HAHA.

Recently i watched a serial and i realised that sometimes, due to a misunderstanding, a vicious cycle of events can take place. Within a period of 6 years, we fought we reconciled we fought we reconciled... Nth times, where N is below 10. Finally it converges to fought. I would say this may be a good end to the vicious cycle, though it may have arised due to misunderstandings. She has her happy life now while i have mine. I dont hate her anymore nor will i feel guilty when i see her eg. Heartland mall. Maybe 10 years down the road we may feel that what happened between us was just plain stupidity. But i would just like to tell you this, let bygones be bygones, your life would be much more colourful. Dont keep harping on the topic on how violently loyal you were to your friends or how your trust is always betrayed cox time will tell and the truth will surface. (Im not saying that you are not loyal). In this whole matter, i have my own views and you have yours. So i do not like the accusations that is being shot at me. No party is at fault. We just hold on to our own stands. I hope we wont interfere with each other anymore and i thank you in advance for that. I also thank you for being my friend and for being part of my happy memories. :)

Bye world, im starting my sleeping marathon!

2007-06-03T14:04:00.000+08:00

Another month has passed means that the big As is coming. And this is equals to impending doom and happiness! HAHA. Doom for the results that i will see next year and Happiness for I'll be gg on holiday soon after my papers. Either Japan or China! So i guess i would be contented as long as im out of Singapore and the hot weather. I miss wearing my pullovers and my winter clothings! HAHA. Then when im back i'll go look for a job and soon after that planning for our holiday trip out together! HA. I hope it comes true pls. We have HK and Taiwan to choose from. This is so exciting. But first, yes yes. I need to secure a job which will ensure that i earn at least 2k a month. Back to reality.. STUDYING comes first now!

Its gg to be a long wait before our next meet up. NOT MY FAULT LOR. HAHA. irritating june, keep reprimanding me! I got no choic what. I also want to be free on that sat. WHAT TO DO. YOU bring tay come visit me lor if you miss me so much. Or you can colloborate with me to go surprise tay at her house. HAHA. i would love to go with you to visit my long awaited leslie visit! HAHA. I might even tear due to immense happiness. :'( then :) Now we shall just slack at home everyday lor. Call me if you are bored then i can tell you how cute mayou is. HAHA!

And yunny thank you for not being angry. HAHA. i was really worried for a few days that you are pissed only to realised that you arent even bothered with it. But nvm. I know i deserved it for not keeping my promise. But not to worry. In case you want to watch potter and no one watch with you. You can book me okie. I give you first priority.HAHA! Dont scold me.

To end off: I hate people with black face! RAH. Get away if you are not happy la. Why still want to be around. The truth never tallies with what you say!

2007-04-10T19:25:00.000+08:00

I only want this! Original Singapore version! :)

Front View

Back View

2007-04-05T21:39:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone. Its been a long long time since i last blogged. Life is alright for me except for some hiccups here and there. HAHA! Im so chim in my language all of a sudden. I pass GP one OKIE. HAHA. though i speak very very broken english. I know i am jealous of my past deeds you see! JC2 is real stressful as everyone says. My life revolves around lessons-> trng-> home-> lessons AGAIN! I reach home ard 7 everyday and i just feel T I R E D. June and tay also almost same as me. Harmoc is taking over their lives. I think their mouth will rot soon. HAHA!

Block test is finally over. Aye, of course i did badly. Nv study hard what. what to do!? only pass chem and gp. HAHA. so pathetic. But i guess im getting quite worried and i'll start studying after Nationals la. Anw, we are into top 6. Hm. I only get to play 2 times singles. cox i think i performed badly? dont know la. I keep complaining to everyone ard me. HA. my sis yunny junie and my class clique. Today's match i was very worried that i wont play well. Then they were very supportive, increasing my confidence. I won anyway but that was expected. Cox the players arent very strong. I mean i was worried that i would lose cox I CANT LOSE. If i lose means im the worst player around. So THANKS to everyone for their support. HAHA.

I'll be free very very soon and study study study everyday. My true freedom would most probably come after 20/11. The last paper then i will definitle fly out of Singapore. I would love to go HK again. HAHA! Then come back to work with tay. So FUN! YEAH! ANW i guess I'll wish YUNNY a EARLY HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY now cox i dont think i'll blog so soon again. YUNNY ah. getting old already. hai.. tsk tsk. i still got a few more weeks than you. HAHA.

Anw tay! hows leslie ah. i want go your house soon leh. invite me over to your house on my birthday leh. Then we no need go out waste money again. If not i will be angry with you. Then i dont want go visit leslie anymore. HMPF! HAHA.

I realised that TC is actually in the same situation as me after talking to her today. HAI. we are so pathetic. We should have just chosen yunny's school last time TC. But nvm la. still got 2 more weeks to go only. Bear with it for a while more lor. What to do. Who ask us so gong! HAHA.

Picture Time! . . . . HAHA! From Hk one la. as you all know. OPEN YOUR EYES BIG!

This is NIki chow from HK TVB! I think she is damn chio. HAHA. I know junie and yunny sure pui!pui!pui!me again! BLEH. I started liking her after watching the show. "Under The Canopy Of Love" VERY VERY TOUCHING SHOW! Its the LOVELY-DOODLEY SHOW LA!

These are the 2 main characters in the show. Rumoured to be together and i think they are cox they are just so compatible! Golden Couple la. HAHA. Guess the Guy's age leh?? YUNNY! Guess! HAHA. I think she very cute. HAHA!

YEAH! This is pretty Ada choi. She is so so slim. I aim to be like her. HAHA! Which is quite impossible la. But WHO KNOWS! .. HAHA. im comforting myself again.

Hope you all had a good time looking at pretty pictures. Meanwhile i am not attracted to any guys yet leh. Except the usual few which you all were disgusted like jim. qizhu. gallen. paul. HAI! you all no taste one la. Only like the SO CALLED CUTE GUY in yunny's blog( the one with the V hand sign) WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! Dont scold me yunny!

2006-12-20T16:34:00.000+08:00

Hols are passing real fast. HAHA. im gg to be a senior in like 2 weeks time. And i'll see all happy faces coming to school. Like how happy i was on the first day of school. Once school starts, i guess there will be intensive trng and As. Busy busy year. However, i've made plans to go on holidays with people. HAHA. Talking about that, i went HK just one week ago. Pics first.

HK Trip

This trip was fun i would say. The weather was cold and i love to wear thick clothings. HAHA. We practically walked the whole of HK, taking MTR everywhere we go using their octopus card. Then went macau. I entered the casino. Wont want to go in again. Its so so smoky inside. Disneyland too, which was fun. But it was raining that day so we had to purchase a mickey raincoat that costs like $7 SGD. But its cute la. And the quality of it is good. So quite worth it. Had great food too. Hairy crabs. Roasted Goose. Milk Tea. Smelly Tofu. So delicious. One thing bad about the trip this time was the plane we took there. We had a choice between SQ and ** but mum chose ** cox we depart earlier and come back later to enable us to play longer there. We took the aeroplane backside. AND it was so wobbly the whole journey making most of us giddy. We decided that in future we should just take SQ.

Channel 55's Ah wang is just making me laugh non stop with his actions. My only entertainment at night. HAHA. BTW, my parents are gg on hol this fri to sun. So my house is free for visitors again. HAHA. But i may need to take over TAY. I can see a pile of work on the table waiting for me to go complete it. result of excess slacking. I WANT TO BE LADYBOSS! HAHA. Then everyone will call me Boss ZHOU! COOL!

2006-11-07T00:12:00.000+08:00

My oral presentation is over. That makes me super glad. i had 2 assessors, 2 moderators, 3 people from moe. so i had like 7 people looking at me. Quite a freaky experience but i tried remaining calm. HAHA! And my teacher said i didnt look scared at all. YEAH! Good sign. means i had audience awareness. Give me a grade A and make yunny jealous. HAHA! Anw. candy made a clique blog for us. Full of pictures. HAHA! We're sure to flood it with nonsensical posts.

im bored. add on more stuffs another down. down with flu. no mood to blog.

2006-10-23T20:51:00.000+08:00

Bush Royal Rampage

Save London town from the terrorists bent on its destruction.

This game is super fun. HAHA! i keep playing it nowadays. Got 41 uni points for J1. HAHA. contented already la. what more can i expect. But not im smart. the papers were rather simple.

Mr Fong is not teaching our class for physics anymore. we are all damn sad about this. we said he abandoned us. Then today when cs heard the news, she was not in school till today. She cried so badly that we called fong back. Then he sat down a while before deciding that he should go talk to chan again. YESH! At least we still have some hope that he might teach us next year. HAHA! We love fong!

Went for trng today. Finally so long after thinking if i should continue on. Okie! my decision is i should continue. cox i realised that i have started to gain weight real fast due to lack of exercising and excess eating. I perspired today and ran 800m and did 20 crunches. YEAH! HAHA. maybe i lost 300g. So difficult. yet for pple like junie. gaining 300g is like a mission impossible. WHY!! slap her. haha. I HOPE ALL MY FRIENDS PROMOTE.

My mum is forcing me to go on holiday with her again. haha. not that i dont want to go but then my 2nd sis is not gg then it would be a bit boring to go with my mum. But see how lor. Yanzi is in Shanghai now. Haha. she was spotted there with her dad. But she would be flying back again by the 28th for GMA! So maybe i can go airport these few days. FOR FUN. HAHA!

Tmr, wed and fri are holiday. YEAH! Pls date me out. haha. lets go have fun. But wonder what family activities i have. Mum sure pull me down to some holiday agent with her tmr. I have been slacking excessively these few weeks. HAHA! Oh no! I think im just very happy that im promoted la. Then somemore my friends in school are all very entertaining. matt lam, huiping, serene and ian. They dont know my blog cox i gave no one in school. HAAH! But all of them are very fun people la. Yunny! i think i may be watching death note with them leh. sorry. haha.

Dont she just look like JJ when he was young!

2006-10-13T21:59:00.000+08:00

Actually i dont know why in my whole life i have to be so controlled by table tennis! In primary and seconday school i had to suffer under the hands of *** and now i have to be so damn unappreciated by team mates and even the coach. I just cant express what i feel in my heart now! Not as if i have never tried to be friends with all of you but in the first place. But some of them just show the i cant be bothered with you look. Maybe because i always Dao you all but i really cant bring myself to talk to all of you. Firstly, i dont even like your shitty attitudes, thinking all of you are like the best around. OH GOD! I REALLY CANT STAND ALL THESE ANYMORE!

I really wish to quit this cca and join some relaxing cca(golf) with my friends. Though i know i have to pay a fee of maybe $100 plus, i dont care. If this amount can save me from all the sufferings that i have now i would be willing to even forgo my meals in school everyday. I know all these sufferings that i am gg through now is very minute compared to the rest of the people in the world who are suffering from hunger and cold. Thats why im trying my best to make myself contend with what i have now. Like maybe try seeing trngs as a way to lose my fats and talking to those shitty people as a way to make more friends. I only like maybe 3 out of the whole lot of them OH WHATEVER! My mum was saying since i bear with it for almost 9 months. whats 6 more months. Lets see lets see. I wonder how long more can i stand all these. ARGH!!!!

PMS-ing over.

Promos over. HAHA! Got back some results already. So far for overall, physics C, Maths U, GP tentatively E/D, Chem overall pass, Econ mon then know. So maybe i wont get retained la. HAHA. Hope so. My maths was so horrible my teacher made it compulsory for me to hand him a tutorial every week. OH NO! I hate doing tutorials. I always do like one ques then i got pissed off and stop doing. HAHA! My physics thats why i got C. Whole level only about 25 failed overall. My chem was even easier. Im sure june and tay would get full marks. HAHA! I remember the days going out with some of them were so fun. Never ending craps and laughter. And never forgetting their high level of KAPO-NESS! 2 nuggets each ah!! Though i always say im so sian of your face, its not true la. I where got will be sian of your face where almost every outing of ours is fun though we always walk around aimlessly. HAHA! But I LIKE IT! And stop saying i like I** i dont! Actually i dont really like the one i said i like too. Im crazy la. Dont care about me. HAHA!

Have to be in school at 8am to set up some booths for some event. What the la. They were supposed to do it today but i guess as usual no one cared. wonder what the captain was doing. And now we have to be in school so early to set the booth up. As if who will come visit ">our booth! OKIE WHATEVER! I watched Rob-b-hood and stay alive recently. Stay alive was crap la. I was practically watching the whole movie through my fingrs half the time. QUite a creepy show. Dont like it. Wanted to watch possessed but it was M18. So too bad. ROB-B-HOOD WAS JUST SUPERUB

LITTLE ADORABLE MATTHEW!

Go watch go watch. HAHA! you cant resist him. too cute. haha!

2006-08-31T22:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

Celebration in the morning. The concert was alright. Esp when there is like this gay guy dancing on stage. He can shake real well. But just that.. er... you know... :X I love the part when the photographic society showed their presentation. It was real funny when they show all the teachers doing weird stuffs. Like looking at each other happily and getting caught on camera.. Econs test after celebration. What a day. But i was quite happy as i can really do this test. For the first time in my econs life. I want to get at least a 14/25. Okie, i know my standard is low. But for unintellectual like me. I would be glad. I really need to thank my econs teacher. He is a really good tutor. I understood the whole topic on firms cox he went through it really in detail. And he repeats them like almost every tutorial till it gets into your head. So, even if your sleep, you will remember mc=mr, profit= tr-tc all these stuffs. Btw, he is the HOD so.. well, he deserved his position. HAHA! :)

Photos...

I had super bad stomachache on tuesday. So i decide to go home. I walked out to the mrt prepared to take a bus home. Oh! Before there. i went to the school toilet twice already. I flunk my maths test because of it. The teacher told me i could have informed him so he could arrange for me to take it another day. But oh well.. what can i do now! So, i left school, then while waiting for the bus to come, my stomach started churning again. So i rushed into the mrt toilet. I was fine after detoxing. So i went out to wait for the bus again. Then after 5 mins, churn again. I really felt like fainting then. I was thinking would i ever return home safely. HAHA! So i went into the mrt toilet AGAIN! Twice. I came out. Decide that i have missed my bus again, stretched my hand out and flag. Got on it and home. churn again at home. toilet again. finally i ate medicine and i'm fine now. What a day. OH BTW, i know i will get stomachache cox i ate a mouldy bread the day before. I didnt see the mould on it. So i stupid, yes i know!

My promos will end on 6oct. YEAH! Though there is still pw but i dont care. My grp is slack anw. Not like yunny's grp who meets up every sat and not productive. HAHA! I want to go HK. YEAH! See sammi. HAHA. As if i'll ever see her. AND .. i am getting fatter as each day pass. OH NO! HELP! I need to be at least 50 by end of this year. Thats like wow! A tough task.. Another tough task is whether i should continue gg for trng. SIGH! I hate those pple who just makes my life miserable.. There's like one such person in my class. I HATE THAT PERSON. yet i have to show as if she is like my friend. why am i so fake. I hope she justs get off my back automatically. Be ZI DONG can. RAH!

To junie: I am sarah lor. Dont snatch it from me. HAHA! BTW, paul is gg to stop acting already cox he is gg to be married again. His 2nd marriage. OH NO!! Our handsome man.. :'(

Credits to Tvb..

2006-08-25T23:59:00.001+08:00

I was initially still very bothered by some affairs. But my day was brightened up by the two brats! HAHA.. They called me up at today at about 1 plus and before we all knew it, they were already on their way down to my house from school. HAHA! They INVADED my house again. But it was fun la. They really made my day so enjoyable. This two pple are really indispensable in my life. I laughed and crapped so much the whole day.

I was actually lying down there happily when both of them were like sleeping away on the sofa next to me. I didnt care about them as they are brats. I would get punched if i woke them up! I was considering to shout: " FIRE!" But i decide not to. Seeing how sweet their sleep was. SEE HOW NICE I AM BRATS! They left at 10 plus for home. Tay decide not to call her dad to pick her up as she felt very bratty for making him come down all the way from changi. OH! They finally had a taste of my disgusting catering food. And they both agreed it was bad. Tay said she had more variety of food than me. June said she would be even thinner if she had it everyday. Im pathetic. My only words.

Had Physics spa today. Would i would say i may do OK la. Just that there was something which never let me had my way. Hope fongy(my physics teacher) would let me have that mark. Im okie if he doesnt. He's nice anyway. HAHA! I had no anomaly for the first time in my pracs i did so far in school. I was pretty excited and i cheered. Quite softly i would say. I made quite a big action but i think no one saw. I was at the back.

I got kapo-ed again by them, for their funfair! My money's gone again. WHATEVER! They will get it when my funfair comes next year. They'll make sure they buy $10 each from me. I cant wait for promos to be over. Im so gg to Sentosa for my extremely exciting ride. HAHA! brats and yunny knows what i mean. YEAH!

2006-08-22T14:54:00.000+08:00

Wow! Long time since i blogged. Im back again. HAHA! School's been real tiring due to upcoming promos. But guess J2s are worst off. So not going complain about work today. Anw thats life! Oh, yanzi did well for her Taipei concert i would say. Both concerts. Haha. And i think she's attending the 6th Global Chinese Music Awards to be held in Singapore for the first time. YEAH!

I had parent's meeting last fri and my mum actually wanted to ask the teacher whether he is free on weekends. She wanted to send me to his house so that he can teach me maths. WHAT THE! I nearly choke on the water that i was drinking. In the end she told me she was joking while we were gg up the stairs to see the teacher. haha.

I felt really unappreciated ytd during trng. The coach said i may be playing doubles. That really pissed me off a lot. My purpose in gg this school is just to play singles! I made an effort to like go for EVERY TRNG, though i feel like ponning EVERY one of them. Some of them didnt even bother to come. There was this guy that practically ponned every trng. He is seen like only once a month. Why i felt unappreciated is i trained so hard, and i feel that im the best there. Not trying to boast or anything but there i would say that i won almost 90% of the matches i play. I cant take this anymore. Maybe i should quit this cca. And Stop! wasting my time. I should join golf and act like some rich kid on the golf course. My friend's there so i would have fun there. I feel so unhappy man.

On a lighter note. I have planned what to do after promos:
1. Shopping for clothes. my clothes are all damn auntie
2. Fly out of Singapore----->Hong Kong
3. Pon EVERY TRNG if he is not letting me play singles
4. Watch Scary Movie 4 with tay
5. Kbox
6. Chalet
7. Revision to prepare myself next year should i get promoted

2006-07-13T18:19:00.000+08:00

Yeah! This is yanzi rehearsing for her concert in taiwan on the 29th and 30th july at xiao ju dan. Thats jolin next to her. And oh, black hair is in the trend now so dont dye your hair. Anw, yanzi performance at the GMA 2006 was lacking in standard and pple are losing confidence in her singing. OH NO! I hope she will really show pple that she can do it in her coming concert. She's the first female singer to perform there. WHAT AN HONOUR! JIAYOU yanzi. I'll always be behind you.

I have always dreamed to dress like her. But i nv got thin and i am still as meaty as ever. the fat thigh of mine. sigh! And my flabby arms. WHY!!

2006-06-06T15:20:00.000+08:00

All because of junie's comments, i decide to blog again today. Okay! Let me see, my whole holiday is basically slacking. Watching very hilarious channel 55 serials. The 9pm and the 8pm show. As for channel 8, i watch it for 15 mins daily only. Because channel 55 shows has no commercials and so they only last for 45mins. Are you pple out there with no scv jealous!? HAHA! I guess Fann is getting old. Age is catching up with her. She is not as youthful as compared to last time. But yes, i agree that she is still a pretty woman. Just that i feel they should do something to her hair. I dont like hairs that are too straight. OH OH! I show you all some hairstyles which i think are nice. Junie and yunny! Open your eyes BIG OKAY!

Short hairstyles:

Credits to TVB.. Both of them are very cute with short hairstyles

Credits to TVB.. I brought this photo along for my hair cut last time but it still failed.

Credits to TVB.. Not bad choice!

This is cute! Reminds me of yixian's hair though.

casual one!

Great choice for cool pple!

Opps! The guy is not supposed to be here.. I like the dye on yanzi's hair

What can i say about this! I WANT IT!

Okay! I think his hair is cool. JACK JACK!

Long hairstyles:

Typical one..

He is not supposed to be here! Ha. Kenix's hair dye suits her.

Melissa NG with that big smile on her face makes her hair EVEN more suitable.

I like this. I think my hair looks like her. GE PI! Thats what junie will say. HAHA!

Typical reborn hair. If your hair was rebornded properly and taken care of well.

I think she dresses very well.

Credits to TVB.. Yes yes! I like her pretty face..

She looks good with ANY hairstyles. Im so jealous :D

ARGH! I like this... GIVE IT TO ME!

Credits to TVB.. I put her here as she looks like Sammi and her hair looks neat. HAHA!

YEAH! Sammi...

WAHhhh!...

Typical one AGAIN..

HAHA! Sorry for putting you here bestie! BUT i just love your fringe so so much..

This is my blog. So say my hair is nice. Dont care about the one next to me! HAHA!

Okay! here goes. I was at Orchard mrt some time ago when this guy came up to me and asked me to do this survey for him. Due to so much time available for me, i decide to help him. He sounds desperate. I would have gone up to him to help him do his survey should he look like 3letter! HAHA. So i helped him. About some entrepreneur survey. I happily help him finshed the 6 questions but... when it comes to your particulars section. I didnt write my name. HAHA! OH NO.. nvm! Im worried they will come disturb me. AIya. Im so tired now. DO you know that artist managers earn 20% of what their artist earns. Thats like really a lot. Can you imagine how much yanzi's manager earns.. I wonder if i would be ever able to enter the artist managing industry.. With me stuck in JC now! ARGH.. Junie and tay are in camp now. HAHA! She just msg-ed me that they're listening to some boring talks now and she's sleeping. WHO ASK them to go sign up. And they had to pay $30. They felt it was quite worth it in the beginning when they heard that they will receive A SHIRT! Okay. A shirt.. HAI! i have many shirts..... HAH! HAppy camping till 6.30pm everyday.

Im gg to watch x-men3 tmr. Free movie tixs AGAIN! HAHA. But i rather watch The Omen! It seems more interesting.. Lets go watch it soon YUNNY! Yanzi's having her concert in China soon.. Wish her success.... Trng again tmr at Bukit Timah CC. Im going to bring a 1.5litre water bottle there. Looking like some super thirsty pple.. HAHA! My entry's getting too boring. Shall blog when i feel that my life has become interesting again :D

2006-06-05T14:23:00.000+08:00

JUNE HOLIDAYS! yea, holidays. How i wish i can be in HK now or be in Taiwan again. But usually june is a month of trng and studying. This year is a studying month due to promos. For the past 6-7 years, june is a intensive trng mth. My aunt is gg USA in like 4 days. So grandma is coming over to stay with us. I have to be home to take care of her. SO i cant go out at all. Luckily trngs only this whole week. 3 times at Bukti Timah CC! I nearly got lost there. But luckily yunny help me check out the bus routes so at least i was safe and could take 156 home. YEAH!

I want to watch The Omen. But im scared. HAHA! Maybe going this sat during cairong's bdae celebration. sorry, because of me we couldnt celebrate your bdae on the exact day. Sat pls come asap. our kbox outing and food hunt and movies.. OH ya. i think my skills are improving fast. YEA! Anw. my new hair is nice. But so far. I dont have the time to take a nice photo of it yet. SO tay and junie is safe for the time being..

Okay! I decide to blog again cox i want to promote this very good singer in Taiwan with the name of JOANNA. Her chinese name is FENG2 WEI3 JUN1. She has sang a duet, CHUANG1 WAI4 with jacky wu before. Personally i feel its a very nice song. Its because of this song that i went to find out more about her. I realised that shes a VERY VERY PRETTY woman. She also has this song WO3 YI4 ZHI2 ZAI4 ZHAO3 YI1 GE4 REN2. This are the 2 songs that got me mesmerized by her voice. She's someone with a very strong vocal. I think she has stepped into showbiz for a few years already. She broke up with her BF because of this. OH SO SAD! She's very intelligent too. She knows lots of languages. I dont know how true this is. HAHA! Just a few weeks ago, she appeared on this programme by Taiwan's Super Sunday. Some singing show. Its like there's 4 judges. So if 4 of them press the bell in front of them you're out. OKAY! She went there then she got through. The judges, supposedly very known teachers in showbiz, said that her vocal is very good. The reason why she has not gained popularity till now is because she has not shown to pple out there whats her goal in joining showbiz. Cox i think after her CD sales were not up to expectation, she started to enter the acting circle. NO perseverance la! HAI. JOANNA JIA YOU! So till now, she is still not RED yet. BUt i believe that she will sure gained great popularity if some artist managing companies starts promoting her.

Last night i was thinking to myself that SHOULD i have the chance to meet Jacky Wu, which is quite impossible la. Since till now i haven even meet Yanzi before. He's so far away which is more impossible! Okay, i will tell him that can he pls try promoting Joanna again. Though i know its hard. Needs lots of time and money. But at least i tried helping Joanna. HAHA! I shall try setting a fan club for her in Singapore. YEAH! Thats such an unrealistic dream of mine. HA. After so long, here's her one and only album. With her pretty face on it. YEA

If any of you like her too. pls tag on my board and tell me so we can discuss about her. YEAH! JOANNA!

2006-05-02T22:13:00.001+08:00

JC life is filled with stress! Just having suffered 6 weeks in there, im complaining everyday that im very depressed. Lectures, tutorials everyday, none of which i understand. OH GOD! I hope all these will end soon. The only thing i look forward to everyday is to slack. And many TT Trng where i can forget all about studies for the time being and swing my hand around aimlessly for that few hours. Exercising for the time being too, losing the fats which have accumulated over the years.

This photo shows im happy as im eating TANG BAO!

Drinking Milk Shakes brightens up my day!

Im looking forward to thurs and sat. Meeting up with many pple this week. Im happy once again. Yunny told me her bro's friend passed away due to some accident. Im feel so sad for him. Hope his parents will take it easy. I ran 2.4 today. My timing improved by a bit. From 19.58 to 18.05! Not very good though, but at least there was some improvements. The PE teacher commented that sports pple shouldnt be getting these grades if not he would have to question the quality of the sport that you're in. I felt hurt. I feel as if i would be throwing the TT's team face if i fail. SO i guess i wld have to train like every other day. My napfa is 2 weeks from now. I hope i pass.

Recently i heard of some super despo pple. I felt so disgusted. I think those pple better not be so despo. Its really irks me. I hope i will not show my dislike to those pple so obviously. Thats quite mean of me i know. But sometimes i cant help it. 20th MAY, VJC Harmonica concert. Im gg to buy the two brats a stalk of flower each. Thats very kind of me so stop complaining. Actually i hate my life now. Im studying things which i find so useless and i cant understand everything. Sigh.

I want to start my own business. I had a weird dream. Ok. you see, my sis has been working these few months so her bank is flooding with cash nowadays. I dreamt that she actually withdraw all the money that she had in her bank and she actually shouted at me this, :" I withdraw all my money already. We go open a business with these!" I was really happy in my dreams. How i wish it could continue. But it didnt. I got awoken by the sickening phone alarm. 615am. Yes. My day starts at 615am. Pathetic life right. Oh! I want to be a hawker. HA. I think hawker earns a lot. My mum's friend, a drink seller, earns $10000 plus a month. And also, Dennis wee, the real estate agent and mervin wee, jean yip's husband, they were sec school drop outs but look at them now, they earn like millions every year. GoD! I wish for talents like them. I see no talent in myself except being filled with fats!

I hope she will make my wish come true! HA

BTW, I LOVE SAJC! I wanted go there all because of stefanie sun. Though life is hard. I still love the school. I finally learned how to sing the school song. I memorised it by heart. Im very proud to be a SAINT! Thats my dream since i was sec 1 so GOD! Thanks for letting my get in. I think i should actually stop complaining about my everyday life but actually live it to the fullest everyday. I love TT trng, I love lessons. I Love PE! Life is sometimes about doing things that you may not like. THATS LIFE! Dont be a human if you dont like all these.

Im always bored!

2006-02-28T13:10:00.000+08:00

I didnt feel like blogging actually but i was bugged by june to blog. So im here again. I've been having frequent headache these fews days. I dont know why but i know something's very wrong with me. kbox-ed on saturday. I was late as usual. yes, the co-organiser was late. But i had the authority. HAHA! June finally fell for our plot and she was at least earlier this time round. I was rather glad that she's early for once. June! Be patient, the secret is coming soon. Sheryl and i were bombarded with JJ's songs. I couldnt really be bothered as i was busy reading MAR. Thanks christine for bringing it for me. At kbox, i saw the worst kind of Fish&Chips. Have you ever seen Fish&Chips with RICE?? And the rice actually took up 60% of the portion!! I believe fries aren't very expensive right. So at least you can give us more fries. I understand that Fishes are more expensive so im OK with only 2 pieces of fish. but how could you ever just give me about 10 strands of fries only!! That's so absurd. But since im a nice person. Im ok with them. Since their Lemon Tea was nice. June, wait on. Your secret would be last. HAHA! Went to celebrate Grandma's 80th birthday at night at Jumbo. Sang Karaoke there again as we were in the room. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!

And yanzi's back from Congo already. She has started appearing on entertainment news and she seems to grow fatter. That's very good. HAHA! She is urging pple to sponsor kids from poor countries. It only takes $35 a month to sponsor a kid. If you all out there has the ability, pls do so here ---> World Vision
Below are some pics of Yanzi when she's at congo and some after she returns to Taipei
At congo:

It's said that she adopted a seven-year old girl there. She adopted her as she found that she looks very intelligent. Indeed it was true. The girl was supposed to be in P2 but as her results were very good. She skipped P2 and went on to P3. So you all know how good yanzi's judgement is! HAHA! She had to go see this pig farm which the world vision wants to upgrade. Though it stinks like mad there. She didnt mind and stayed there for about 20mins. See how cool she is! I didnt put my LIKE on the wrong person. HAHA! YEAH! And she also said that during her last trip to Indian, when she gave sweets to the kids there. They all just swallowed the whole thing down, plus the sweet wrapper. This shows us how fortunate we pple are that sometimes we dont even care about how many grains of rice we have wasted after eating. So, today after you finish eating, look around your bowl to see how many grains of rice you and your friends have dropped on the table or the floor. Im hinting at june... I think even CROWS/BIRDS in singapore has more food to eat then the pple in Congo due to the large amt of wastage. Back to yanzi. So this time when she's at Congo. Before giving sweets to the kids, she took the wrapper out first. SO SO COMMENDABLE OF HER! HAHA!! The kids have never seen sweets before. They are too poor to even afford anything. Btw, they were very happy to see yanzi visiting them and all of them started running after her in the car. She thought it was too dangerous for them to do so and told them to go back but they still continued on. It was always said that usually pple in poor countries would have like 10 kids but in the end, due to malnutrition and all those stuffs, only 4 or 6 would be left. That's like so so sad. We must learn to appreciate what we have. Yes! I love Fish&Chips now with RICE!

Back to Taipei attending a concert:

As you all can see, she's with very little make-up so she looks quite frail. HAHA! But it seems that she didnt get enough rest. This picture was taken just a day after she returned from Congo where she most probably didnt sleep well there. But nevertheless, she still looks very cute. Esp the one taken with AMei. She's like posing for Neoprints. HAHA!

Award Ceremony for 2006 TVBS Music Award:

It was on Sunday. She received four awards.
1. Album promoted by music pple (means her album is worth listening to)
2. Top 10 albums
3. Most popular female singer (internet voting-means she's very popular)
4. Most popular female singer (this is not by voting, it's by judges-means she is popular EVERYWHERE)

My Photo Taking Ceremony With Yanzi:

I took this at Hg mall the SK Jewellery. It was damn embarrassing. But for the sake of a photo taken with yanzi. I didnt mind all the stares. I had to wait for like so so many pple to pass by before i could take a quick shot with her. I was like telling my sister:" HURRUY HURRUY!" due to the super slow movement of my sisiter. And i looked so so stupid standing there. I was afraid that i would get chased away by the store manager too. HAHA! Then my sis was like saying she was so so embarrassed by me. But who cares. I got my photo in the end and i scram off immediately. The 2nd photo i was trying to POSE WITH HER. The 3rd one i was trying to BE LIKE HER! But i think it failed cox i look like im retarded. :'(

Ytd went with SA to play friendly match with NY. It was just like an old friends/PL reunion with all the PL pple there. Evon/mich/tang was with NY. jing/i was with SA. Sa let jing played singles. But i feel that i should play singles too. Ok nvm. I shouldnt complain cox i nv go for any trng before so maybe they dont know my skills or something. They some sort of partnered me with some LAN person who cant really play well. She can just like hit back the ball and occasionally a FEattack W shots. I was the one attacking non-stop that my arms and thighs are like have muscle aches now. And right, when i missed like 3 shots when i was trying to attack, she was like:"AIYAH! AIM PROPERLY" I was like, im my heart:" EXCUSE ME! YOU ARE NOT EVEN SCORING AND YOU DARE TO AIYAH WHEN I MISSED THE SHOT! USE YOUR ENERGY TO AIM YOUR OWN SHOT LA" I miss you EVON, MY DEAREST TT BUDDY! Btw, we played with 2 pairs ytd. One of them was Evon's pair. It's like im playing against my TT BUDDY! WHAT THE! Anw, we won both matches. Thanks to me. Im not bragging. But i think im scoring all the points while she is like a flower vase there. NO! Too nice of me to say she's a flower vase. I should say she's an extra there. I AIM TO BE THE BEST DOUBLES PLAYER. BUT NOT WITH THAT GIRL. I WANT EVON! That's why im considering appealing to NY on friday after posting. But im still thinking la...

My sis says she wants to make me look like a bung. HAHA!

Aye.. Do i really look like one?? HAHA! I feel that i look retarded AGAIN!!
your secret june: You look very pretty on the kbox day. I mean the way you dress. If you dress like that everyday. You will not need to go for matchmaking session with is next time. Cox you are very thin and you look very chio la. You must wear jeans and nice T-shirt. Wear skirt if possible. But i think you wear jeans nicer. Cox your legs are very long then if wear skirt will look weird. Like giraffe! You could be compared to those pretty girls in Orchard road. HAHA! And your hair is very nice too. Like MINE. HAHA! I will take back another TAKO for praising you. Are you overjoyed now? I bet you are.

2006-02-24T19:44:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS JUST SO INTERESTING!

Out with xy today. met at J8. chatted for very long. laughed, crapped, talk nonsense. HAHA! This tai tai friend of mine treated me to Swensen's ice-cream. She promised me that im gg to treat her back someday. Thanks anw Bestie. While we were chatting, we realised that both of our mums wanted to join this Tai-Chi course at the CC oppo heartland. Such a conincidence can! HAHA! We were shocked by it. But in the end, as both mothers are very slack. They didnt go for it! Anw XY thanks for today. You really made my day. HAHA! Love ya!

We met Supranee at J8. She said that RJ is just so stressful. She asked all the girls in her class if they want to go for a movie. They said no. So she had to be thick-skinned and asked the guys if they want. She even offered to let them choose the movie that they want to watch. They said no too. HAHA! So poor thing. Almost half of the guys are PRC scholars. WOW! Think she's very stress there so she needs to de-stress by watching a movie. She was so excited when she finally could watch a movie after some time. HAHA! And she said that in her Form A. She is not allowed to participate in JAE! She has no choice of courses that she can take. It's all blank. They only wrote that she is in DSA! It was a wrong move of her la to choose DSA. Now she must stay there though she dont really wish to i guess. She is like stucked to RJ for her 2 years already. And to my cliques out there. We are gg to Supranee's hse to watch some Mountain movie next week. Anyone's who's free. Pls msg me. Xy and i are confirm gg her hse. So if you wanna participate. Pls msg me. Time and Date to be confirmed. But it's next week! So exciting again. HAHA!

Kbox outing tmr. Another fun day awaiting me. XY's most prob not gg. To be confirmed.But i still dont know what to sing tmr. So stressful. Im sure JJ's songs would be ringing non-stop around my ears tmr. Due to the large amount of fans he has within the pple gg tmr. SHERYL! WE MUST REMAIN UNITED TO DEFEAT OUR ENEMY!

Most importantly, Yanzi's safely back from Congo. Im so glad for her. Heard that her 8 days in Congo was fully packed. Some of her fellow co-workers had diarrhoea but she didnt get it. She was name the "healthly baby" in the group. YEH!! And she is back in Taipei resting now.

2006-02-22T20:35:00.000+08:00

Life has been monotonous these 2 days. Im not feeling very well and my back hurts. Think im having early rheumatism. Anw, im feeling better now. A few events coming out soon. Friday im most prob gg out with xy. Sat we're having kbox outing again. How i wish time flies now so i can get out of hse. Tmr i may be gg for SA TT trng. See if im feeling better. In the midst of all my slacking, i still train TT at home. Haha. Using my dining table. It's really very fun.

Posting would be out soon i guess. I dread knowing that i'll get into SA cox i heard that "M" is appealing in. My worst nightmare. Sigh! Lihua has ended. Life at night is back to the original. The new show now is not nice. So i can only wait for 12am to watch the game show on channel 52. Some very highly-rated Taiwanese show.

Before;

After: with toady glasses on.

This was taken during CNY i think.

2006-02-20T15:28:00.000+08:00

Paragon on friday. Shopped around and since i felt rather tired and hungry after a while, i sat down at some AH MEI shop for some kaya toast. Before that i saw Mark Lee, the 42 guy. Haha. Xy made me remember him forever. I finally saw my favourite marble soft drink there and i bought a few home. Its just so so nice. I like that drink but it costs like $2.20 each bottle which i think it's so so EX! HA. But what can i do. I cant resist it. Ding Tai Feng for dinner. The food there is just mouth-watering. I think it is considered the top 10 restaurants in the world. WOW!! Haha. I was watching this eating show on tv when i came across this restaurant somewhere in Clark Quay. They will give you this piece of stone which i think is squarish. Its about 400 degree celcius and you will be given raw meat to cook by yourself. You just have to put the piece of meat on the stone and it will be cooked due to the intense heat in the stone. The owner of the restaurant said that the meat would nv be CHAO DA even if you leave it on the stone for a very long time. Such an interesting restaurant right! Its called HOT STONES SPECIALITY RESATURANT. Mum called to check up the price and they said it costs about $30plus each. We actually decided to go after church but mum said later they she is very hungry and she cant imagine herself waiting for the raw meat to cook while her stomach growls. She say she cant wait anymore. She needs FOOD! you see. So we didnt go. So sad. Soon i guess.

We finally had our fondue outing on sat but hy wasn't there. So Sad! Haha. She was so uncontactable. I sent like 2 msgs to her phone but it turned out later that her mum took the phone. So i called her when i was like at the bus stop and she said it was too late so she gave it a miss. Our FONDUE outing was just so so interesting. We had to wait for like 30mins plus for a dish to come. Its like sheryl and i ordered some set meal with FREE root bear float. And of course we had our chocolate fondue. The drinks took 15mins to come and the food came 20mins later. My big mug of root bear float was already 3/4 gone. But the food's rather nice i would say. The fondue makes my salivate. The oh-so thick and creamy chocolate paste justs makes me drool. We played Monopoly and that 2 brats went into cahoots to defeat cairong and me. OH NO! I went into bankruptcy first and so, yes i lost! Cairong actually had the most money but after the cahoots of the brats she followed my footsteps too. So the brats won the game and happily announced that they were the winners. We ordered some snacks again later, waited for another 20mins plus. I cant understand. They have about 5-6 workers there and yet they are so slow. Why!! I told sheryl that it was so easy to work there. Its so slack you see.

Yanzi is far away in congo now, doing some chairty work there. Its a highly dangerous place there and many pple are not gg there due to security reasons and yet yanzi has to go there. She has to take many injections and pills before gg there. What a nice person she is by sacrificing herself to go there. She will lose more weight there i guess. Look at her. So thin already. What will become of her should she be any thinner. Oh God! Pls bless her. Im still wondering now if i should continue with my dream of being an events manager or artise manager. Its such a tough choice. but singapore is such a small place. There wont be much chance for me next time. I want to live in places like HK or Taipei but they have natural disasters there. HAHA! Im so contridicting myself.

That's her new LAYS commercial. She is the ambassador of LAYS in Taipei.

When school re-opens everyone wld be seperated except a few. NY, VJ, SA! Alright. Im a loner im a loner. Im sure Hy is saying that i brought this upon myself. HAHA! She's a mean person. But i really like there so i wont be a loner. Haha! YEH! And Everyone, Sheryl loves her franz ferdinand. She got a pair of free concert tix. WHATEVR! She is just so lucky. Im gg to ask her to send in all contest forms in future and i would get my free YANZI concert tixs the next time. Sheryl. You'll be kept busy writing in contest forms. They will flood your loving room and loly would be left with no freedom. HAHA!

Look! Sammi is so thin and she is just so so chio. HAHA!

BTW, I love KIM SAN SHUN. HAHA. She's just so so funny. Its a Korean drama if you seem blur about it. "我叫金三顺" or "My Lovely Sam-Soon". That's my latest recommendation for korean dramas.

2006-02-16T16:57:00.000+08:00

Confirmed SA! I went there on wed with jing and evon. Both of them had to appeal in. So i went with them to see the school and TT. Maybe i expect too much. The school, though new looks weird. It wasnt as grand as i thought. But i still like there la. My eye candy's school. Haha. Though at a different location but nvm. I believe i'll see her coming back to school one fine day. The TT captain was very friendly and nice. The people there should be very nice should all of them be like her. Haha! Anw, waiting for posting to be out now so im still slacking my life away till then..

Tmr's fondue outing is cancelled. All because of the 2 brats. Now i will have to wait till another day but nvm la. I can save money. Im super broke now. June and i are in love with a new show now. FAN LIHUA. Haha. Channel 55 10pm everyday from mon-fri. A very nice show. We're both hooked by it now. That's the reason why someone ponned school on wed. She sleeps late now every night and i will have someone to talk to. YEH! I hate Jinding JUNE!

credits to tvb!

2006-02-14T15:53:00.000+08:00

It seems that everyone's gg NY! They say that the school's nice and all. But im still sticking on to SA. I hope i will enjoy myself at SA. It's so scary to imagine myself gg to a new school all by myself. But luckily, jingyi's there so i guess at least i will have someone that i know. Yujun's there too. But they were all there for the 1st 3 mths. I hope i can fit in there. STRESSED! Haha.

2006-02-13T15:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH EVON! MY DEAREST TT BUDDY

We got back our results 3 days ago. I feel nothing now already. Results are rather OK! So i got 12 in total. This is a rather average score i guess. I think everyone did well so im just neutral about it. I think god really blessed me. If not i would not ever get an A2 for eng. Can you imagine. Even that brat june and sheryl got an A2. So i feel honourned. But for HCL it's an unexpected. So i have nothing to say. I wanted an A1 but maybe i only scored 2/5 for the word part. So Well... forget it! Come to think of it. Chem and Lit was useless to me. To think that i actually studied phy on the day itself after the Geog paper. I was in Macs atudying it for like 3+ hours and i got a B3. Might as well spend all my time on Phy instead of Chem la. I started Chem like 2 weeks ago and was confident. HAHA! So sickening. But nvm. I must thank my tuition teacher, Mr Yong! Though i think im his worst student ever. All his students got like As. So im a failure. HAHA! Lit, i should have dropped that. I thought i would get A1 but it was the worst subject. WHAT THE! But i was really sick that day for paper 1. So i have nothing to say again. God did blessed me. My sis say my results is considered the worst of the avg. HAI! HAHA!

Im choosing SAJC. Anyone going there too? Pls tell me. I hope i can make it in. 4 bonus pts. So that means i am going in the school with 8pts. Think that's very low still. But still enough to go in. Jingyi, yujun is there. That's what i know. The rest i dont know. And i think lots of pple are going to SA. I hope my hcl will rise my chances. HAHA! Evon. i hope you will get in. I really want to see you. Wj too! I went to SAJC's website just now and went to their photo gallery and remembered that yanzi actually attended their funfair in 2005.2.19! I didnt go for their funfair that day though my sister persuaded me to go cox i was lazy. It shocked me and i was so hurt when i heard that she actually went for the funfair. OH GOSH! WHY AM I SO LAZY! I was saddened the whole day. And the feeling returned after i saw the photos just now at the website. Due to some copyright matters, i cant show the photo here. So only website.

SAJC Funfair 2005

Denise is the guy behind the person holding the mike. He accompanied yanzi there. Though rather sad that they broke up. What's important that yanzi would be happy. Haha. Im crazy i guess.

Fondu on Friday with the kapo-queens. I feel broke once again. They are going to continue irritate me on fri. HAHA! But i like. YEH! They came my house on saturday for like almost 6+ hours. Turning my house upside down. AIYO!

2006-02-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

We're going to have a full clique outing tmr at Macs before going to collect our results. Yes, tmr's the day. We'll see how! I cut my hair already. haha. It looks very funky according to my mum and she isn't too happy about it. But i think its nice. so nvm! So exciting.. I was at NEL. Ha.

2006-02-06T23:54:00.000+08:00

Grandma came over again today. So many problems at home. Mum isn't feeling too well. Grandma isn't too happy. Hai. Just hope all these would be over soon. Hope Mum would be alright. I hope everyone would be happy.

Slacky day! Results are going to be released on FRIDAY 10/2. Which i think its good. I want to end my aimless life soon. Some people keep saying they dont want results to be released soon but i think they think otherwise. Like what xy said. They are saying things they hate. They keep saying they wont score well and their friends will score well. But in the end they will score VERY WELL! Alright. i know i know, this is reality. People are all wearing a mask in front of everyone. I know i wont score excellent grades like 6 points. But i think at least i will socre average. I do hope i will get A1 for HCL. But hoping does not mean i will get it. I didnt know how to write some words. but i feel my compo was well done. So whatever i get for HCL. I will not feel bad for not studying. I think i did my best. I think i did my best for Geog Lit HCL Maths. I put in some effort for Eng Sci SS Amaths. Haha. So just see how la. Anw the results are fixed. Though some anxiety and uncertainty is there but we all have to go through it. So Friday! Here i come. Haha. Before that i think june wants to go Macs for lunch but i think we should go to some coffeeshop instead. We pay the same amount and it is healthier.

I love this photo so so much!

2006-02-05T15:46:00.000+08:00

Shopping shopping and shopping these few days.
Marina square. Suntec. Compass pt. Novena Square. J8.
Ate ate ate too.
Ajisen-ramen. Prata. Crystal jade. Lao Beijing.

I feel so fat all of a sudden. I have been really eating non-stop! HELP! But luckily i have not reached 60kg yet. Haha. But soon i guess. Results would not be coming out tmr i think. No news yet so far. So it's another 5 days of waiting and slacking. But since mum and dad are not at home anymore. No more shopping sprees. I could only wait till the weekends aka sheryl and june's FAMILY DAY before i can get out of hse again. Im all alone at home now since both sis are out. Parents are watching tv and here i am!

I Was being very nice on fri by going out to meet june and sheryl at J8. They forced me to do so. I took a risk again. By using something AGAIN. for the sake of both of them so you two should feel proud and honourned if you should see this. I was being so WEI DA to rush down asap. Better Thank me. Wanted to ask xy along-she's working. Hy- cant be contacted. turns out that she is sleeping at home. So we 3 went shopping around J8. Caught " Fun with Dick And Jane" with them. It's such funny show i tell you. So Lame. Pls go watch that if "I not stupid too" is sold out. Since all aunties are all rushing to watch it now. Go catch "Dick& Jane". No one will fight with you over that. Cox it's more for the teens. Haha. Had a good laugh. But sheryl said it was OK only. She no taste one. Im getting so much in love with loly-sheryl's dog. I want to see her soon. ARGH!

OH YES! Sheryl and I share a BIG DREAM! We two are going to rule the artise managing world. She will rule the english pop. I the chinese pop. Haha. WE RULE! She said we are going to groom pple into superstars and when they win awards they are gg to thank us in their speech. What an honourable thing! Let's work hard for our goal. Meantime, Sheryl and June are forcing me to go VJ with them. They want me go suffer with them there. What friends they are right! They are telling me to take BIO with them. I dont even know whats it about. How to take. I'll most prob fail all my exams. I'll see how after results comes out. Haha. I HOPE THE DREAM I SHARE WITH SHERYL WILL COME TRUE! We'll earn big bucks then.

Im Very happy today again!!

2006-02-01T18:05:00.000+08:00

Got awoken so early in the morning today(11am) and had prata for breakfast. Thats so highly fattening! But its really nice you see, so i cant resist it! Out to Compass point after that with mum while sis goes for her SIA interview. Shop around with mum. Had to help her look for a key holder and so i had to go to the wallet corner to go search for it. I felt like an auntie while finding for the holder. Searched so throughly for a cheap and good quality one. HAHA! Must be im under the influence of june and hy for too long. H A I . . . . poor me!

Mum said she wanted to open a bank account with me so we went to the POSB bank there. Can you imagine how long the queeue is! Its like stretching all the way out to the door there. But i no need to queeue there as those pple are banking money into their banks one. Most prob after CNY, all of them are so rich. Thats why must store their money in case it gets stolen. From here, we can see how RICH singaporeans are. But even if im opening bank account i have to queeue at the other corner so its a long wait again. waited for 30mins, the 2 counters only served 3 person. And its only no. 25 while im 49. So mum said we shdnt wait and shd go to the foodcourt instead. She loves food you see.. She bought this beef set meal and shared with me, complaining about the side dish-vege that she ordered was very expensive. 3 strands for $3. Haha. typical her. Then she complained that why the soup has no carrot. cox last time when she bought it. the carrot was there. shes so problematic. haha.

We went metro to shop before going back to the bank. I was so proud of myself as i gave up my seat to an uncle. Haha. But i think he didnt sense that i purposely gave the seat to him but thought is i left my seat. OH NO!. shocked me. There goes my chance of getting an Ang Bao from the uncle. cox i think pple at the bank are all very rich Tai Tais who purposely dresses as commoners so pple wont rob them. Haha. I even saw an auntie counting the huge stack of $50 notes repeatedly. Haha. shes worried the bank will cheat her. i bet there is $5000 inside.. Waited for another 30 min before its our turn. Think all together we spent like 2h plus there at compass.

Sis and Dad came later and we went to the foodcourt AGAIN cox they had not taken their dinner yet. Ate popiah and then we went to buy my favourite bread from breadtalk. The OH SO NICE BREAD! Haha.

An extract of what yanzi quoted from some poet.

A Psychological Tip

Whenever you are called on to make up your mind,
and you are hampered by not having any,
the best way to solve the dilemma, you will find,
is simply by spinning a penny.
No - not so that chance shall decide the affair
while you are passively standing there moping;
but the moment the penny is up in the air,
you suddenly know what you are hoping

Piet Hein

She is just so likeable! She is a very intelligent person cox she can really tell you things that make you think hard on. Just like what she said during her concert:" Man should not accept their destiny, we should choose it." I really feel that my like for her is worthwhile. HAHA!

Photo time!! My mood today: HAPPY

2006-01-31T20:25:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year is all about visiting, eating goodies and collecting Ang Baos. Sometimes when we come to think of it, it's so boring. Just a routine every year. However i feel that its a tradition that we young people must keep. Though i feel that the Ang Bao money that we collect are mainly from our parents. As you see, our parents have to give other kids too. So it's just like I give you, you give me. In the end, its even. So our parents are the ones losing out. And so we cant say that the Ang Bao money is ours. But we should say its from our parents. Alright, i feel rather naggy here. But i dont feel really happy today. Im a very free person since i quit school. and i have to worry everyday if should i continue using my EZ-Link card. So overall, im worried about everything. Haha.

Jumbo in the afternoon for TIM SUM. Very nice and filling. My first time there for Tim sum. The previous time was at YUM CHA. Both very nice. But Jumbo is cheaper and nearer so of course i'll choose that. Marina Square for shopping spree after that. Grandma came aong too. The shops there are still mostly under renovation but i still managed to get a new shirt. At least some PPLE wont keep saying i always wear the same shirt. What can i do! Im so poor. How to get new clothes. You buy for me i will wear different shirt everyday. Haha. But i know you all wont. So too bad!!

Sad 1:
Oh! I suddenly realised that all the husbands, as in the guys are all very bad-tempered. My dad is one. My uncle is the other one too. So next time when you choose a husband better pick properly in case you suffer for the rest of your life with the ANGRY MAN, who always show their temper next to you. You wont be happy. HAI.. And right. I think my grandma isnt too happy staying at my Aunt's hse. How i wish she can come over and stay at mine but mine is really small and cramp. So lets just hope that things will turn out better. My perspection of someone changed greatly today. Why is that person like that. Unbelievable!

sad 2:
Once again. I would like to say. I miss my eye candy, yanzi. Haha. Hm.. Lets just hope she will have her new album soon which is like in 8-9 mths time. she releases her album once a year. i missed her previous autograph session because of prelims but now i feel that i shd go cox anw. I didnt do that well for prelims. Haha. So now here i am waiting for the arrival of her next album. Or concert which will not come so soon. but anw, i hope she will just jiayou and feed us with better songs. She may or may not be in Singapore now i dont know. but i kn0w she was in singapore for the new year. MAybe she's back in Taiwan again who knows! I really want to go work in companies like Warner. But not singapore one. I want Taiwan's. But it is impossible. Or rather i want to be jacelyn tay's assistant. Haha. Impossible again. But at least i can DREAM right.

Picture time! Two sad, pretty woman showing my feelings now. HAHA!

2006-01-28T23:17:00.001+08:00

We had our clique outing ytd at kbox hg plaza. Reached there and found out that there was no kstudent as it's the CNY season so we had to do with khappy! It costs each of us $18 plus though(2 drinks included). But still i dont think it's worth the money. Nvm anw, since we really did enjoy ourselves that day. Oh! She was there too. Our first meeting since that incident. It was all fine. Everything's back to normal. CHEERS! Haha. And june's hair is SO NICE! I better stop saying this, if not her head will burst out of excess swelling.

I think my 2nd sis is a bit out of her mind. She claims that she want to go HK for her hol with HER FRIENDS! And you know what, she has even went ont o take all the brouchers that she can find. What a JOKE and What a PERSON! Cant be bothered with her anymore. She always thinks that she is right but its so obvious she isnt. She can go ahead and live in her own materialistic world like that IRRITATING JIANG RUQING! I believe that one day she will get her BAO YING! I wont save her then. She can go ZI SHENG ZI MIE! Though she CLAIMS that she is gg to treat me to Hans but i still wont like her. She always has tons and tons of reason for what she is doing but to me, they are all nonsense la. She just pisses me off.

Today is horrible with mum's constant nagging the WHOLE MORNING. In the end i had no choice but to help her wash the floor and had to wash my hamster's cage too. I felt like cinderella! Time just passed so fast. After doing all the hsework and stuff. Bathed and went out for reunion dinner at this restaurant at some hotel. What a day i had there.

Arrived and found out that we were being transferred to 5th floor when we were supposed to be at 6th floor. WE actually reserved the dinner like almost 3 weeks ago so shouldnt we have priority?? But nvm, we are nice. So we went downstairs to this rather tiny ballroom that was already filled with 30 tables. It was a temporary one i guess. So we sat down and waited for like 15 mins before we had our chinese tea which btw costs $24. Our table was a 10pax one. Waited for another 10 mins before our LOW HEI came. So we started eating. The whole ballroom was rather chaotic and we realised that there was actually only about 8-10 waitress serving the whole place. As time went by, we realised that the food arrives slower and slower and we were all rather irritated! AS you all know, "a hungry man is an angry man!". Mum kept rushing them to speed up their pace. But to no avail!

Soon, everyone's face around the whole ballroom blackened as we all had to wait a long time for the food to come. And it doesn't come in order. How can the desert come before the VEGE!??? Absurd. So, everyone started complaining to the manager about it. SHort of workers. Food didnt came. Tea not filled. POOR SERVICE. But still nothing changed. The food still didnt come. Everyone was so irritated that i dont know why. They started saying YUM...... SENG! to vent their anger. Haha. so funny. One table even started chanting that they WANT FOOD! What a reunion dinner man! Oh, btw, the restaurant had 3 venues for the dinner. One which is the main restaurant itself, the other 2 are ballrooms. I was at the smaller ballroom. So later on, the manager came down to my ballroom and told us that we will all have 30% discount to compensate us. So we all CHEERED! Some even went up to argue that they want more discount. HAah. i think in the end they succeeded and it was announced that we are gg to have 50% discount again. So it was really the CHEAPEST reunion dinner that i ever had.

We decied to go check out the situation at the 6th level and it was actually worst off there as the 2nd batch of pple were all waiting for their turn to eat but the 1st batch is not even out. The situation there is more chaotic. What can they do! Short of workers. Kitchen staff are too slow too. When we were leaving there was even a commotion. Some pple were saying they dont want to pay for the food that they didnt eat cox some left as they were too SIAN of waiting. The manager was so stressed up that he almost got into a fight with some customers. Then later one woman said " Let's go find A, She knows the boss of this restaurant!" haha. I was just standing there watching the whole thing going on. Anw, HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone!

MY EYE CANDY! YEH.. She's in Singapore now!

credits to SK jewellery

credits to SK jewellery

2006-01-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

WE are friends again and i may be going her house soon. Something to rejoice about. Actually come to think of it i have been waiting for this day for quite long. Now that we are talking again sounds a bit weird. But we need time to adapt. So im trying to msg her everyday and its improving. YEH! Hope everything returns to normal so. I have confidence. I have been very happy about this for like 2 days, however im too lazy to blog so have to wait till now. HEE HEE!

Anw, im officially out of that horrible school! From today onwards, im a full time slacker at home. The road to withdrawal is tough. I went school in the morning hoping that i can quit immediately after assembly but that teacher is not there. I had to go for a mass lecture while waiting for him to arrive. It was Econs lesson. Not bad! BUT the worst thing is that in front of me, there is this weird smelling smell. Actually i know what it is but i dont feel like looking up. But i still had to look out. And i saw the thing that i hate most. I wont say out here but if you want to know ask me lor! After 45 mins, i SURVIVED. Then Fanny had free period so she and YB went with me around the school looking for teachers to sign me withdrawal form. My FT is like showing me that YOU ARE SO TROUBLESOME FACE! He said " Long time nv see you ah". WHO CARES ABOUT HIM! Cant stand it. Felt like slapping him but of course i didnt if not i wont be here. The Librarian was very nice. But the office person wasnt nice. I asked her nicely if i would need to collect a leaving cert as it was stated in the letter. Then she said " you come for a few weeks only and you want a leaving cert". Made me so pissed. Left that school immediately after walking fanny and yb to the canteen. HORRIBLE TIME!

I dont know why, but i respect the construction workers a lot. I feel that they are very brave. Haha. dont know what happened to me. I cant imagine how they actually built an MRT underground. They really should be praised for their effort in improving our country's infrastructure. IF next time i ever become some foreman, i will treat my workers well. haha. Think too far. After a talk with hy ytd, i feel like going student council should i ever land up in JC after results. I think its very fun though i would need to spend quality time on it. But i think i wld give it a try!

I think im going kbox tmr with my sis. Its almost confirmed. Then im going to the library to borrow some books to pass my time. At the same time maybe improve my GP! Haha. RUBBISH! But nvm. Cox i am renting SINGAPORE TRUE GHOST STORY 11 and 12 if i ever see it there. Yeh! So exciting. The clique is going on a outing again but details are not confirmed. Most prob kbox again! HEE. I think my singing skills will improve and i can take part in what hy said the" one" ! haha.

2006-01-22T21:47:00.000+08:00

I am very happy today. Yanzi won some "most popular female artise by voting" award in Taiwan. I think it's HITO! A very big award presentation in Taiwan. Also, her 2 concerts in HK was a BIG success. She had so many special guests for the 2 nights. Can you imagine Andy Lau went too. He was a very unexpected guest i think. No news was revealed that he would appear. So i think it was a surprise for Yanzi. She looked very happy! Haha. Sammi was there too. Miriam(yang qian hua) , Tanya, lin yi feng and some others were there. I would say her concert was a big event there. Sammi commented that her concert was very good.

Andy Lau. Yanzi with her SMILE!

An extract of what sammi said, taken from sammi.popz.tv when she was asked if the concert was good " yes. yes.... very good. Yanzi is very good performer. She is very great! and the audience are so good. Tanya and Wah chai (andy lau), and Lam 1 fung are good as well. I like the show very much! Yanzi is pretty as well." Well Done Yanzi! haha. brightened up my day. she cried i think. Tears of joy. Haha. :)

I hope she will reply my msg. I am still waiting. tormenting too. Haha. but nvm, i'll wait. Since i feel that we should not drag this. Hope she will think through it. But we'll see how. It's her choice anyway. I cant blame her. Actually i dont feel like winning her for Os already. I dont see any need. I miss her! Haha. As in friend! I dont know why too. But i have already dreamt that we reconcile and were back to the good old days 3 times. Ytd night was one. We were chatting happily. But i think all those could only happen in dreams. Reality is always cruel you see. Haha. PERSERVE!

2006-01-18T20:05:00.000+08:00

I was a bad kid again today. you should have guessed why! Im planning to go quit tmr already. I had a bad dream last night. Os results were out then on my results slip i saw 17. All was very blur in my dream. BUT when my sis took the result slip and looked at it. I got a 9! I was shocked. I actually won my 2 sis. That's a blessing. Haha. Oh! The top student in my dream was Supranee! What a interesting dream. So real yet so unbelievable!

I feel im becoming an accountant soon. Haha. Have been helping mum do her accounts during my free time at home. I shall be a full time slacker from now. Since im qutting school already! Yeh! No more PE anymore. That's such good news. Im waiting for the Ruyi show now. So slacking online now. Haha. :)

Joining yanziunlimited fanclub soon if nothing goes wrong. Then i can really see her in person. I think this fanclub in singapore would be recognized soon. They always get to see yanzi. I saw them taking lot of pictures with her. That's very cool! Haha. I can see her in person. Who knows she will remember me!! They were so supportive of yanzi during the concert. I was so impressed with them. Wished that i could join them.

2006-01-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

PE is just horrible. Star jump! Running 2 rounds! Man's sit up! continuously. That's like making my half alive! Pant pant pant! My heart felt so pain at one moment. Think i had heart attack! They will be responsible if i ever end up in hospital! Most importantly, all the teachers all like so not fit and they claim to be PE professionals. Excuse me! You dont even exercise, look at your own sizes. Those are not muscles, they are FATS! Stop bragging! They love torturing people but look at themselves first can! Im just going to quit this school. Not going tmr. Im sorry yanzi. I love you a lot. Haha. But i really cant stand there.

The course offered by SP on the Intergrated Resort(IR) is not bad. Im rather interested. I have more interest in poly now. What i worry now is that what IF my results end up to be 13/14. I will have a hard choice as to which should i go. That's a very tough question! Pondering.. '_". :essons are actually quite Ok there. BUT, the pple are too noisy. Tutorials are alright i guess but Mass Lecture!! They dont give respect to the teacher. You see, for GP, it's this relief teacher who is supposedly very experienced. REALLY VERY! He's like almost 70 plus i would say. A short guy but nobody listens to him. They just talk as loudly as they want. So basically, it's a fish market there. Lessons today were very alright. Econs teacher is nice. PE=horrible. Chinese fun. GP Bad but i like the teacher. Maths Good, but it is just A maths stuff. Max/Min point, Range! The girl sitting next to me was like. AYE! How you know if it's max or min curve. I had to teach her. Haha. i felt smart for once. But this made me understand that actually there is a lot of pple who are worst than me. Im not saying they are stupid. But this kind if thing is if you can, you can. If you cannot, do not blame yourself! one lesson learnt finally at that school!

Im helping my mum to do her accounts now. She agreed to give me $100. Haha. It's a very easy job. Just total up all the cash sales. But there is about 7 books that i have to total up. My brain is filled with numbers now. Haha. $17283. Wow! Very BIG AMOUNTS! I feel very sick now. I hope my heart is alright. Hope i wont get muscle ache tmr too. But guess i wld be ok. The Ruyi show is getting a bit out of point so for the time being i would just not watch it till the nice part comes. When Ruyi and Jiekun gets together again. YEH! i watch the show just for her actually. I think nobody suits this row more than her. Can you imagine i actually saw this pretty lady face to face and even took a picture with her before. My uncle took the picture and let her signed it. It's kept safe in my drawer now. My uncle knows her BTW! He even knows Zoe tay, fann wong and all. hah. WHat cool Uncle i have. He just knows all the Celebs. maybe i may need him for my future job. Im going into the entertainment industry. The background pple i mean. I cant make it for the front pple. TOO FAT AND UGLY!. haha.

2006-01-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

Emotions filled me when i sat at the Indoor Stadium ytd night. I had actually used my own money to buy the ticket. I felt so so proud to be sitting there. Most importantly, i paid for my own Idol's concert. I waited so long for this concert and it did not disappoint me at all. Yanzi was very charming as usual and she captured my heart once she appeared. I went super high. Haha. Although i was sitting at the back, from where i was sitting, i could see her Dad, Mum, grandma, elder sis and zoe tay( out of point to name her) haha. I had a bird's eye view. Yanzi did a "meng bu luo"(a song title) wave and i participated in it. Haha. or rather everyone had to la. She was so so cool. Yeh. I am still so excited now pls. I cant wait for her next concert. Hurruy pls. This time i'll buy a more expensive ticket and go nearer to you, yanzi! :) On the way home, June msged me. Thanx for feeling happy for me june. Yeh! Good friend indeed. Shared my joy.

Today is a tiring day. Aunt came to my hse in the morning all of a sudden and in the end, all 3 of us went church. wanted to just sleep through the morning but aunt asked us to go. so, off we went. Anw, we had transport there. Haha. returned home after church and as i was very tired, i took a nap, really A NAP! 10 mins and mum came back home and forced me to wake up to go out for Lunch at some restaurant. Food there was quite nice la. But spent rather much there. Went to buy sports shoe later on. I GOT A NEW SHOE! Converse one. White one. Quite nice. Im rather satisfied. The old one stinks due to the wet weather recently and i tink im gonna throw it away soon. It's rotting on the floor now. Hope the lizards and cockroaches wont use it for their new homes. Haha. Went home again and i slept once i reached home. felt like a pig. haha. 1hr later. Aunt called again and off we went to NUS cultural centre for my cousin's Hall play. Quite interesting i would say. But the dance part was very well done. KEEP IT UP! I like all their dance moves. Really showed that they put in a lot of effort in it! Now im back home again. Hy asked me to watch MXL! Haha. Do you all remember who is MXL?? June, make a guess, i might give you your Tako! Haha. I LIKE FEN!

I still feel so excited over yanzi's concert. I like her so much. Such a cool person. I want to be her relative. But actually im her sister's Bf's friend the friend the sister the friend, if that bf still remains the same. So, quite a close relation right. haha. Yanzi, for your sake, im going to continue going school tmr. I will study hard and be your manager. OH! YOU KNOW WHAT! My mum say she's going to ask my uncle to help me find some job that will let me be near yanzi. Like maybe her little helper. Help her carry her bag and all. I WILL DO IT FOR FREE MAN! But i think she is just trying to make me happy and trying to cheat me. As she added this line after that, " So you have to study hard now, if not nobody will want to employ those pple with just O level standard. you work hard then i help you ask". That's really cheating me. I really hate my school. I dun want wake up so early. I want to slack at home. I want to watch TV. Hai. Sad life i have.

YANZI IS MY MOTIVATION NOW!

2006-01-13T22:29:00.000+08:00

I skipped school again. Haha. This time with a reason that i'll get sick if i go school as it is very cold! I'm in the1st class. Not the best but class 1. Haha. With nobody that i know well except one. That's pretty sad thing to know. However, i think i should accept it. I have thought about it. I think i won't quit school but i will just pon it when i feel like it. As i think i need to upgrade myself by studying things that people are studying. I believe that all the other people at the JCs are all studying hard. At least i think they are! So i better do so if i ever go into a JC in future. I need to learn something, AT LEAST!

I finally got my Ez-link card from DAKOTA! Thanks so much. I am starting to like RUYI more and more. Haha.. I think she gets prettier and prettier each day. And me here is getting fatter and fatter, uglier and uglier. Haha! I just came back from compass point. Parents spend like so much there. They bought $700 worth of Metro Voucher, $360 plus of FU HUA stuffs. Hai. And we ended up getting so many free gifts from the customer service. Mum was being rather happy of the gifts that she received, as usual! June, are we still going your hse tmr?? It's 1040pm now.

21h20min to Stefanie sun's concert. so excited pls!!

2006-01-12T14:53:00.000+08:00

What a boring day! I practically slept through all the lessons. Maybe except Econs as the teacher was talking crap. And it was rather interesting but after a while it was not anymore. He is a middle-aged man on the other extreme end, the older side. But i was rather surprised at his sense of humour. He was talking about some sunshine thing then suddenly he told us that the technician next to him told him that he was being very lame. Haha. Really funny. Kept me awake for a while anw. The maths teacher is not bad too la. I think he looks very cute. "Adorable but OK-looking Mousey!" haha. The rest of the teachers doesnt interest me already.

The strong HY joins so many CCA. Bowling, Judo, soccer and Library. I am so shocked by her enthu-ness. Haha. Junli! How are you? Are you going on fine not? You can call my hp if you are bored. If im free i will talk to you. But now there is no more nice SCV shoes already. The Ah Fen show is getting boring. JUNE! play this game.. tell me when you reach lvl 10! Haha. Oh ya! I hate the weather. Monsoon season ah, Christine! Haha. It's so cold. This is something like Taiwan's weather. But Taiwan there is slightly colder. I miss Taiwan! Hai. I feel like going to poly now. I dont like all the Jc subjects and it's very boring actually. Not my type. I hate studying. I mean really hate. I have no interest in it. So i would actually be wasting time, resources and money if i go JC. But if i go poly i would need like $3000 per year. And that is about $200-300 per month. That is such a burden! unless i go back the hotel there to work. Maybe i'll consider. See how! But i was thinking what if my results turns out to be good. I MEAN WHAT IF! like 9/10?? This can actually get me into any Jc that i want(SA), other than HC, R and N which i have nv considered before in my life. Haha. This is all so sickening. [change for a mood] I think im going jack's place later for my dinner. YUM YUM! Beef steak! I just love you. Haha.

2 more days to "Stefanie Sun Live In Singapore 2006"

2006-01-11T22:14:00.000+08:00

I woke up this morning and decided to give school a missed today. I counted, from the day school started till now, i skipped it 3 times. Haha. Am i very horrible? But who cares. I would be happier if the principal chases my out. Save my time from going to the office to fill up the withdrawal form. But today, i really had a sore throat when i woke up so that was an excellent excuse for me not to go school. Of course i used it. Mum couldnt be bothered with me anymore. She knows that i don't like this school too. Our conversation last night.

mum said:
If it rains heavily tmr..
i said immediately:
I wont go school as i would get drenched, then sick.

She was being very nice to let me finish that line. Haha. That was why i prayed hard that it would rain heavily in the morning. But it didnt, dampened my mood. But all of a sudden, *DING! Eyes lit* I felt that my throat hurts, so i found my excuse. Haha. I think i am becoming a bad kid. HUI HAI ZI! Who can i blame except myself again for being a slacker! I know im not smart and yet i didnt study as much. Ended up being the black sheep of my class. *sobs* What sad life i have man!

Went out in the afternoon to collect my pay- $44.50 and also to buy shoes but in the end i didnt buy my shoes, another day then, but ended up eating fish&chips which costs me $5.50. I went up to the counter and told him i want that HOWEVER, i saw that you can actually get a bowl of mushroom soup by adding $1. Of course, i want it! haha. So i ended up spending $6.50. That's like 14.6% of my pay. OH GOSH! WHAT A HUGE AMT!

I would really by back to my school tmr. Mum says i had better go and stop slacking at home. But tmr lessons ends at 130 i think.. That's so late. And i would have to settle for their pathetic food again. I dont want eat packed Nasi Lemak again!! Results pls come out soon can. I dont want suffer this anymore!

2006-01-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

On sun, while on the bed slacking away and enjoying the nice and cool weather, i recieved a phone call from the hotel and asked me to work as they need people badly. I, being very nice as usual, agreed to. I woke my sis up, who is just sleeping next to me, as in below, and told her that i have to work too. Btw, She is working that day already. I became very sulky and kept disturbing my sis, Haha. I keep whining that i don't want to work as i don't want to see B**A. She became so irritated that she told me to shut up because she only left 3 mins before she has to wake up to go for work. Every min of sleeping time counts to her. Haha. She said this " It's you yourself that agreed to work so dont complain" So mean! My elder sister came into the story now and reminded me that i have to go to church later in the evening. I went "Oh no!". But i really cannot back out anymore. So i was very disturbed by this.

Rushed out of house soon after that and took bus asap. The whole journey i was so tired as that afternoon was supposed to be my sleeping time. HELP! I slept the whole bus journey. Haha. To my horror when i got down the bus, i realised that i lost my Ez-link card. That was after i left the bus. I searched my whole bag repeatedly and found nothing. My sis was so irritated with me. And i was very irritated with myself too. Hai! I just couldn't think of anything at that moment, except about the amount that i have to pay for a new Ez-link card. This is the 2nd time i lost it. Think i have to pay $40 for admin fees and $10 stored card value. In total, It's $50. So it is like how much of my money. OH NO! Disaster! I was so so sad and i couldn't speak at all. Kept quiet all the way to the hotel. However, God Bless! Haha. When i was changing in the toilet, I received a call from my dear DAKOTA friend. Hurruy! Haha. She said her friend found my card on the bus. This is just something so so impossible. Just so happy at that moment. I felt so so relieved. Thanks to Dakota and her friend.. HEHE! :)

I'm going back to school again tmr. That's very sad. I really want to skip but since i'm very bored at home i shall just go. Since i would be slacking at home tmr. Oh ya, my mum found the very nice beef that Yoshinoya has. So so delicious. It's exactly the same taste. Now, i've got the secret behind it. Haha. No need spend so much just for the food. But actually the beef is really very expensive so it's really not that ex. Anw, i'm just back from my supper. YUM YUM! The 9pm show is very nice. The "Love Concierge" I love my dear Jacelyn Tay. She's just so so perfect. Haha. Her and her perfect wedding. She'll get hers for sure. So So pretty, JUNE! DO YOU AGREE??

Credits to mediacorp for the picture!

2006-01-07T21:39:00.000+08:00

Our outing today was just so fun and enjoyable. We went to kbox and all were so shocked by the amount that we had to pay for our food. It was just so cheap. Haha. So, depending on what food you eat you have to pay what amount. "Project X", Sheryl and i ate the cheapest food, seafood fried rice, and paid $6.30 each. Fried rice is very nice. My first mouth, i went "WOW!" But i kept quiet, later late comer say i noisy again. Christine, Cairong and "Late comer" paid $8.80 for their Black Peper Beef. So it is very worth it. We sang from 1130 to 2, except cairong who came at a later time. Was very fun as usual. This time the food was just so nice. Wanted another set but in the end, decided not to. Haha.

Parkway after kbox. We were window shopping all the while, in the end went to the food court. Had chicken rice. All ate except Late comer and Sheryl. We chatted for like almost 2 hours there i think. On everything. Haha. Was just so lame. Everyone was laughing non stop. Sheryl said something to junli which just made Project X and i laughed non-stop. "We should all be professional Brats. Two will start bratting till one faints!" What nonsense! Haha. Christine and Cairong left soon for work and the four of us continued shopping around. Went for ice cream, arcade, Takopaichi. My wallet went lighter after today. My only $50 note disappered. It split up to all small notes. That very sad. NO NO!! All because of the bratty JUNLI. Haha.

On the way home, i told project x and late comer ghost stories. But they didnt appreciate it. So sad! They said it was not scary at all. I think late comer was rather affected by my story though. She msged me when she reached home to tell me that she got home safely and it was not so scary. So, i think my story is Good! At least she was SCARED! RIGHT?? Haha. Let's have more such outing. It's so nice. I like it. Kbox shall be our meeting place since it is rather affordable and project x won't complain. Haha. SHERYL, YOU BETTER GIVE ME $2 AFTER YOU GET YOUR $500! IM WAITING. IF NOT I'LL GO VISIT YOU AND LOLY!

One more day and school is starting again. I don't want go back there. *Shakes head violently* I dislike that place. But who can i blame except myself. Actually i'm not very angry with myself as i feel i can do rather well for Os but i don't care how much i get, i just want to do better than 1 person. You can say that i am very XIAO XIN YAN but this is just me. I cant change it so im sorry. Christine says that i study harder than her as she claims that she started studing hard after prelims. But actually i am too. I did study more than usual for prelims but i think it wasn't enough cox the results shows. I think my brain cells power is the same as hers. Or rather i think she is smarter than me. We got the same for PSLE. And i think we're going to get the same for Os too. Which i don't want. Cox yes, i admit, i cant really forgive her. Though im trying very hard. I still dont get her. People won't understand her character unless they are in my position. She is not what she seems!

Just waiting for the day to come now. Pls come asap. Im waiting everyday for you to come out. You come out fast, my misery ends as i don't like to live in suspense everyday to see if i win her. Ok, Maybe that is the way im comforting myself for losing a friend like her! But if she gets higher than me, i hope i will take it easy too. However, i think i did tried my best for some subs. Lit,Maths, Geog, Chem. So whatever results i get, we'll see. Good or Bad?? My sis told me that she predicts and feels that i'll get better than her, 10! She says my HCL will get A1 which i hope but unsure. Haha. Yeh. Let's wait for Mid Feb together!

2006-01-05T22:26:00.000+08:00

Orientation is boring. I don't like it at all. Maybe it's because of the fact that i have never ever tried to like that school. But i really don't like it. I won't stay there 6 weeks later. Our school has about 10plus people there, i heard there was only 6 in SA. My dream school!! Haha. Anw, results would be released mid-feb. So, It's actually very near and approaching. That's scary. Mass Lecture starts tmr. I wonder how it would be but i'll see how. If i don't like it, i'll quit school. That will let me sleep longer everyday.

I woke up today and was very hungry so my sis just cooked something inedible for me. I swallowed the whole thing down as i was really so hungry. In the end, she went out. She tried so hard to asked me to meet her in town but i declined. But i suddenly heard some weird noise coming from somewhere and i realised that it was actually my stomach. So i gave up and went out to meet her. Shopped around at Far East, Take and the Orchard area la. So boring shopping with her. Nearly fell asleep.

However, something so so scary happened on the way home. I was on the bus and being rather tired, i was half asleep, but all of a sudden, i saw these 2 uncles, i shall name them A and B. sitting rather far away looks rather weird. You know those kind of weird uncles that dress in shorts and T-shirts and they would just sit at the sit near the exit and stretch their legs all the way up, onto the door in front. So inconsiderate. Tsk! Ok, after a while, i couldn't be bothered with them so i just look away. A was ok and he went off after a while but he was still weird, standing so close to me before her went down. Uncle A, i know im cute but you no need stand so close. Luckily he doesn't have BO if not i would faint. Uncle A got down and i was rather happy.

However, Uncle B, who was sitting 2 and a 1/2 row in front of me was still there. He was rather scary, with a ring on his left ear. Act young. Haha. He was talking to himself and was making weird noises, i was very shocked by that. I kept looking at him and my sis says that mirror can reflect and he can see me loooking at him and he will come attack me so i quickly looked away. But i still looked at him for a short while. I saw that he drew this animae character on the right thigh. But when i looked closer i saw something very GROSS!! He put an iguana, small one, dirty brown in colour on his thigh, I screamed so hard inside me. Was so grossed out that my heart was like pumping so fast. I hate IGUANAS and LIZARDS. HATE THEM!! Luckily it was just 3 mins before we reached the bus interchange and i was happy that i will never see him again.

What a tiring day today. Going to sleep soon. Tmr lecture starts and i don't like studying but i shall bear with it till results are out. Poly or JC???? We'll see then. Haha.

2005-12-30T22:14:00.000+08:00

Life is unpredictable! Yes yes, it is. I got such a big shock ytd, or rather 3 days ago. Shouldn't really say it here. But if you want to know i may consider telling you. My privacy you see. Because of this thing that happened to me. Sylvia Shitian and Winnie couldn't come. I feel very bad. Im so sorry. Made you all rather excited about coming and in the end disappoint you all. If you all don't mind. Come another day. HEE HEE.

I love this show on SCV now. " The Last Breakthrough". It's about these groups of doctors joining a non-profit organisation, Lifeforce(not sure if it really exist) and they go on to Africa to provide voluntary medical services to the tribes there and spread sex education. A very meaningful show. They really travel all the way there to film this. You'll see all the tribal people there. The animals and all the large pieces of grasslands. Very interesting. The people acting in there are quite Shuai too so it could attract me to watch what. HAHA. Watch it if you have the chance.

"Paris Lover" is showing. Yeh. I might watch it again. Haha. If i have the time. I love my Qizhu. The girl's very cute too. Haha. Watch people. Trust me. Im very expert in Korean shows. Let me show you the shuai qizhu.

Oh! As said. I'll show XNL's shuai pic. He's really very shuai, maybe it's charisma but i still like him. YEH. I read from somewhere that he is actually supporting 8 people all by himself. The sole Breadwinner.(Proud by my own english) Haha. for once. Very WEI DA. never disappoint me.

Don't drool people!!

2005-12-30T00:33:00.000+08:00

Today was such an interesting day. But i am really very tired now. Woke up so early in the morning, 950am. Bathed. Off to KBOX. I REALISED SOMETHING. People here are really Kaisu. They reach KBOX at like 1050am when KBOX opens at like 11am. I admit i'm one of them as i didnt want to lose out on the time. 3 hours is so so precious. But i reached at like 1059. So i am considered like OK. Dont you agree??? I must say the food there was nice. Junli claims she went there and ate the food a lot of times already. I ate some chicken set. Delicious. My sis say they took the food from the Suki Sushi next door. Haha. Btw, i went to the Hougang Plaza one. The bill came up to about $15 so it was like very economical. Plus a glass of very nice ice lemon tea too.

Came out of KBOX and realised that outside is raining. I went "OH NO!" No umbrella. Then how? Then just walk lor. Haha. I came home then was very tired. Rested for less than 2 hours and had to rush to Mediacorp again. Met up with yujun, pearly, lena, maureen and cheryl chua. Then was had to walk such a long distance to Mediacorp cox we were rather blur and took the long way. That's very stupid of us. Haha. But along the way we saw all the rich people's houses. SO SO BIG!! Comparable to Celenes. Haha. I was so so excited to go to Mediacorp. Went there to support yujun's sis. She is in some Bioskin competition. Will be shown on Tv i think 14 or 15 Jan. You people might spot me there. HEE HEE. The fattest one is me lor.

Back to topic. I was so excited about going there becuase XU NAI LING(XNL) was the host. So i went YEH YEH YEH when yujun told me. Michelle Chia was the other host. Hai. But it was rather boring other than that. A one hour show takes two plus hour to record. WHY??? To me, XNL is very shuai but pearly says he is very old. Why is everyone not agreeing with me. I said Qizhu is shuai but nobody agrees. Then i say XNL is shuai. NOBODY TOO??? HAI.. This is FATE! The recording was very fun la as in i get to see all the stuffs and something. XNL looks a bit displeased with the way the crew works cox they were like a bit slow.. Then i was thinking maybe the Taiwan people there work very fast so he is like rather impatient. And he is like very PRO. He speaks like impromtu. BANG4.. Haha. I LIKE HIM RATHER A LOT NOW.

Im working again tmr. Sad. But nvm, there's money rolling in after that so it's ok. strive on. School's opening soon too. I got a new bag from my sis. She's quite nice la. Quite i mean. A Quiksilver bag. $69. Hm... Haha. I'll still look like a turtle anw. SAd. Sylvia winnie maybe shitian are coming to swim tmr. Have to wake up rather early then. That's sad but nvm la. Im nice. Haha. So tired. Bye HY. HAHA

2005-12-27T12:45:00.000+08:00

Firstly i need to thank Cairong for helping me adjust my blog. I think my blog looks very nice now. Hope there won't be anymore strangers putting up their comments anymore.. (Those on my tag board) I feel so so irritated by them. Hope you all see this and stop tagging at my board. I didn't say you cannot tag at my board but pls say something that makes sense. Thank you.

I couldn't sleep last night. I thought of many things. How fast time flies and soon, i would be sitting in the school hall once again waiting for my results. I'll be the 40th person to take my results. It's always like that. Everyone would have collected theirs and cheering away while i still do not know what will happen to my future. I'm sure everyone in class will do well. I don't want to be a black sheep again.

My sister is going on her Taiwan trip on the 31st. It's very cold there now. Colder than when i went. I really feel like going there again. The food there is really great. SEE THIS!

These dishes are really excellent and they are rather cheep too. Things at Taiwan are all around 25-250($1.25-$12.50). So it's not that bad. HAHA! Are all of you salivating now???

This shop, located at a corner of XI MEN TING, " AH ZHONG MIAN XIAN" . According to the tour guide, he says this shop's owner just needs to sell his stuff for one week and he can buy a benz. Their business is really very good. The queue is really never ending. It stretches all the way too. And the shop only has 3 workers so they really earn a lot.

JUNLI! HUAZHI show end already. HOW HOW HOW?? I realised that the korean show " AI ZAI HA FO" is not bad. You all can go watch it but it is very draggy. That is why i waited till the last 4 episode then i started watching. The whole show only has 18 episode.

I'm going back to work on the 30th 31st and 1st. I'll earn $107 more, because on sun, which is New Year's Day, It is considered a public holiday and my company is paying $8 per hour. So it is a good deal and i decided to return to work after so long. My sister told me that people are all asking her why i never go work ytd, as two of us always go work together. That shows people remembers me. Haha. So, in total, i'll have $169 after working till mon. That's something to be happy about.

2005-12-26T22:10:00.000+08:00

Merry Belated Christmas to everyone! I realised that there's actually quite a number of people who comes to my blog or rather people who i don't even know. They give silly comments on my tag board which i just don't seem to understand. They are seeing things which i don't! Is my blog that nice???

Over here, i apologize for my previous posts which i felt i was being very impulsive. That person is not worth my anger. haha. " It takes 47 muscles to frown". 'O's are over. I'm free from now. Free from school. Free from TT. Free from Tuition. But i can't escape from B**A. Haha. He's my manager at my workplace.

I work at a hotel now as Banquet Waitress when i feel like working. Haha. $6 per hour. Meals included. So it's rather good. It's the best hotel to work as after my sis went to ask the rates of the other hotels. sheryl, winnie, shitian came too. So i may see them often if they decides to continue. I've earned about $300 so far. But i spend as much too. So i'm left with $62 only.

I'm going MI. my first three months school. But don't worry, i'll see everyone at SA after march. HAha. I really wish i could make it. But this will all depend on my results. I'll go wherever he brings me to :) Sylvia is so poor thing. She needs to go for swimming lessons. COMPULSORY at TJ. poor her. She's like so so worried. HAha. Dun worry Sylvia!!

I like Huazhi. Think only Junli understands what i am saying. Baotian too. Yeh YEh. I won't snatch ma you from you. Don't worry. I want to go your house. I want to see your hamster. I'm so bored. I want to watch Narnia.

Sheryl is at Australia now. So sad. I want to go on holiday again. Hey peeps. Let's go on a tour ourselves next time alright. It'll be so so fun. We must go to a cold country. WOW!. Excellent. I'm growing fatter and fatter each day. I eat and eat everyday. HELP!! This is killing me.

2005-06-28T08:51:00.000+08:00

I was shocked to learn that my blog was actually the first on the search list when you search for stefanie sun yanzi. SHOCKED! So scary. No wonder recently there's people who i dont even know tag my board. Then i realised why. Changed the title immediately but it still remains the first few on the list. Hai... Hope it goes off soon..

2005-06-18T00:21:00.000+08:00

Everyone doesn't seem to be coming online now. I am so sad. Think everyone is starting to mug real hard now. Though i think i did mug somehow, (did all the a maths kinematics questions, finished lit, eng, done my ANDERSON and two gong han) , it is still not as hard as the rest.I still have E maths probability, revise chinese sec 3, physics, chem. *FAINTS* .. I'm scared and worried. :x

However.. however. GOOD NEWS is that my eldest sis says that her colleague is going to lend her MY BELOVED( SHANG DU! LET'S GO TO SCHOOL) on monday. And i am oh-so looking forward to it. I will keep my tuesday real free and it would be totally devoted to RAIN and ENHUAN( dunno her real name). Happy me :)

To Zhiwei (If you ever read this): Hope that you are feeling better now though i know it is hard. Rain's smile will always brighten your day. Remember to watch it tonight at 1030pm. Rain will comfort you! CHEER UP RAFFLESIA! LAVENDER'S ALWAYS HERE!

2005-06-14T13:45:00.000+08:00

Went South of Suntec, in between Raffles City for dinner ytd at the foodcourt on sunday. Let me tell you everyone, the food there at the FC is super gross. But i still had to eat it down cox we cannot waste food! I was thinking if i was ever in India, i will just give my plate of Sheng mian to the poor beggars on the streets. I will never go that place again. It was a disaster. The dinner i had there was the worst dinner i had in my life. Nothing was nice that night!! And that place is just like a maze. Everywhere is still under renovation and it was my 2nd sis that actually suggested that place. And my eldest sis drove us there. Though the car journey was like so Shiok cox my eldest sis and i was supposed to meet my 2nd sis at that place. Then my eldest sis and i were like sitting in the Mercedes car. Haha. I feel so so good on it. Then pple were like looking in the car. And there eyes looks as if they cant believe that the driver is a woman.

My 2nd sis went to pierce her ears today and i am so irritated and angry with her for doing that. I want to pierce too and she went without me. ARGH!! But nvm cox cox cox i am going to pierce on wednesday. My mum is going to take leave and my sis is going to drive all of us. The four women in my hse excluding the man.(dad).. Women's outing is going Orchard to eat DING TAI FENG at The Paragon! And that particular day, i am going to pierce my ear and i am going to do so. Though i am like super scared. Super! Junli's ear inflammation made my feel worse. I cant wait for my piercing ear though. And i hope it does not get inflammed pls. I beg you, my ear!

I pity Cairong for having such a irritating brother. She is so deprived of her freedom cox of him. Haha. Stopped from playing computer cox of him. And her mum is a bit mean. Nv really care about her feelings. Hai.. I'll help you bash him up in my dreams if he ever appears in them okae. Hehe! :)

I love Rain and the female lead in Shang Du! Let's go to school so so much now. That show is fabulous. I cried so many times while watching it ytd. Oh, the poor rain... He is so Shuai. I cant stand it. And that little cute Baoer is so so so adorable too!

I suddenly thought of Nanako again. Dunno why! Hehe.

2005-06-10T14:30:00.000+08:00

Shang Du! Let's go to school.
Everyone, this is the cute Korean guy, Rain and the female lead. They are now real-life couples.

Clearer picture of cute and handsome Rain and female lead!

Kenix Kwok and Frankie Lam! Married already and they are looked upon at the golden couple in the entertainment circle!

Grand wedding of the both of them!

This is Busy jie everyone. She is a very pretty lady. In case you want to know, her name is Bobo Chan. A very pretty lady who starred in Aqua Hero! Picture finally uploaded. Million thanks to Cairong for helping. I present to you all, the pretty BUsy- Jie!

Now is another one that Sun yanzi took with First wife aka Mrs Rain(xy) and Second wife aka Mrs Bi's(shoyru) husband!Feeling jealous now????

This is ME! Cute right?? Haha. I look like Rain, Dont i??

Cute boy i met during my holiday to Yunan. Ah-Dou's hairstyle right, Mrs Bi??

2005-06-02T08:46:00.000+08:00

Anyone wants to go for the crash course for Physics, Chemistry or both maths at The caravan tuition centre at Orchard there. $208 per subject. I should be going for some of them. And also need to register early as places are limited. They will be revising sec 3 topics in 8 days consecutive excluding weekends. Interested, msg me . Haha. I seem as if i am promoting for the tuition.

I hate walking to school. It is so hot and long journey. And the wind keeps blowing my hair, making it so untidy by the time i reach school. But thinking about Junli having to talk a bus brings comfort to my heart. Because walking is at least better than taking bus and being like a auntie squeezing with pple. Haha. " Ah soh hair- Junli"

2005-06-01T06:47:00.000+08:00

I'm so sorry Dr. So! Argh. So sorry that we are quitting tuition. You are a very very good teacher but .. but... Hai! Sorry. Hope that you'll understand!

Guilt fills my heart now. What will happen to him in future!? No... Don't want to face him anymore! No face!

2005-05-19T13:02:00.000+08:00

Tasted my first failure for HCL ytd night when i saw my HCL results through the academic portal! Brokedown and cried very hard for a rather long time. Noisy said she was crying at that time also for some reasons. Haha. What partners we are! Crying at the same time.. I didn't study hard for chinese this time round like before. And that led to my failure. Got 55.3/100. My first ever Cs in chinese. Didnt even expected that at all though i know i wont do very well. Hai. Painful lesson!

Watched House of Wax with zhiwei ytd. Super gross and gore(Word taught by professor Chen) . Though gross, it was indeed a never had before thrilling experience. P H E W! She was so fierce on the phone, asking me wear a skirt which i did after hearing that. Was actually wearing jeans but she was too fierce!

xioayan passed her english and she treated us to Mac nuggets. 2 each. thanx best pal! Haha.

xiaoyan and huiyun have been coming quite often quite often nowadays. And they came with Junli today. We played Mahjong! FUN!! When's the next session!?

2005-05-14T07:00:00.000+08:00

EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS..

I was deprived of my precious TV shows this whole week. Think i only spent like 4 hours on watching tv this whole week. So little!! But BUt. Today's friday and i can watch anything that i want. YEh! One more day and i can see Qizhu again. OH, how i miss him. Though people say he is so old looking but. He is so shuai in my eyes. Haha!

Have been visiting the dog everything after school and have been sleeping very late every night. Having slight fever now. I slept at 3 yesterday. Cant believe it! I tried drinking all sorts of things to keep myself awake. Like Coffee, Wulong Tea.

Monday: Lit was ok and i hope i wun fail. Hope o wun be on the hall of fame again
English, couldnt explain what i wanted to say
Tuesday: Maths was ok. Though all the angles gave me a big headache!
Forsake Social Studies for Maths. I decide to memorise only one essay
that i believed so dearly that it would come out.
Inthe end.i...was...wrong ! Luckily read through some essays beforehand
and think it was ok in the end i hope!
Wednesday: Geog, memorised all the facts and i had it all in my head except
some. :) maybe i'll get like 30/50? haha.
Physics= Disaster. Couldn't do ALL the current questions cause i
basically didnt understand that chapter at all! FAIL.
Thursday: A maths as usual. Didnt do so many questions and a FAIL again.
HCL. The paper that i got most disappointed with. It's the first time i
couldnt write 11 words. Last time only like 1 or 2 words. Felt a stab in
my heart! I didnt study for chinese at all this time and it will be the
first and the last!
Friday= Today: Maths p2 was :) maybe i'll get 70/100?
Chem was better than before though it was still bad. But i studied
more this time and could do most of the calculation. :) though
there is a bit of :(

I AM GOING ON MY DIETTING PLAN. WITH CHEN ZHIWEI AS MY GYM INSTRUCTOR!

2005-05-06T06:30:00.000+08:00

Back from Char Siew Rice with zhiwei and huiyun! Lots of flies there though the food is nice. I'm still so troubled by that word. Miao3 Shi4 or Mao4 Shi4 ???? Help.. I seriously think it is Mao Shi. But nobody can give me a definate answer so, so, i'll just have to wait till sat to ask my grandmother!

Saw a poor tiny dog on the way to the coffeeshop. Think he is being abused by the owner. Saw it standing at the door there(the door was open but had grils on) then it was like cant be bothered to move at all, not even bark! So poor thing. It's legs were like red and like being beaten and around its eyes there were some scratches!! Oh my. Doggy, are you reallt abused.. Report it to SPCA?? It was like staring at me with its pathetic eyes. Oh my, how i wish i can help you or even take you home. How i yearn for a Dog but i wouldn't get it anyway. My mum doesn't likes them.

I was thinking that if i would ever have a dog one day, i will never abuse it though i think i would be guilty of neglecting it! But whatever the case, i will never abuse it! Why abuse a dog that will do no harm to you. I think the owner is crazy... Hai. They shall be punished one day!

SITTING WITH PRISCILLA is so interesting. I wanted to say fun but in case she HAPPENS to read this post she will be so proud so i shall not say FUN! Haha. She is so lame.. Haha! But the behind people a but noisy. sometimes can't really concentrate. I managed to scare that person next to me with a BA BOOM!!!! Haha. She got a shocked . YEH YEH!! She keeps tricking me with her " Actually i want to treat you sushi one" and i did believe her ONCE. So stupid of me! Hai..

Shall go study A maths now. Shouldn't waste anymore time. I'm going to spend my whole time tmr mugging! Hope it really will happen. Nites everyone!

2005-05-03T04:37:00.000+08:00

Life has been so normal everyday and exams are coming. Tmr is the paper 1 and i am still here. Dunno why also la. But think i still don't feel the stress which is a bad thing isn't it.

The Dinner that the teacher treated the TT girls were just so delicious. So so nice and think it should be rather expensive. Thanx mrs han and Hou lao shi. Think they are the first teachers to treat the whole team there. The sec 1s got a ride home from hou lao shi as she said they were too young and it was already rather late. Is 9 considered late???? Maybe because it was like rather dark already and bats will fly around. Rather eerie! But if that night my parents did not go fetch me. wouldn't i face the same situation too and i had to pass this big dark grass patch. Haha. Nvm, i am old and brave enough.

I feel rather irritated with a certain sort of people. Those who just like to squeeze into the centre and would not want to stand at the side kind. There's like 2 cases around me and of course i cant name them though i would really want to. Eg. Like maybe you are lining up or something then because that person is a bit late and she is like the last person already and she still wants to like be in the line so she just pushes you aside then she just don't want to be the last. Conclusion: She just wants to be the centre of attraction and does not want to be left out. ARGH!!! Hate this kind of pple and they just have to be around me.. WHY do they every exists. And i will always be the nice one, move aside and let them have whatever they want! And that is why i am always at the side whenever a photo is taken!!!

2005-04-24T15:43:00.000+08:00

I'M FINALLY 16! Yeh.. :)

Went for tuition in the afternoon then was brought to PS by yan. She is just so funny, trying her best to keep me in suspense though i did suspected something fishy la. But i was really very touched by her efforts in trying to give me a surprise. Thanx yan best pal. Haha. Always to be remembered!

Then i started walking around PS with yan and all of a sudden, yun- cai- june- sha te le- chris appeared in front of me. SHOCKED! haha. They passed me two balloons(yellow/ purple) that they have stolen from mos burger. then passed me yanzi karaoke CD. A big thank you to all of you! yan and Sha te le went off for a while.

Walked around again but this time spotted something new. Fila Sale. Chris cai june went crazy about the sale but june's enthusiam died off after a while then she came and talk to yun and me! chris and cai continued their " auntie spree" as what yun said.

Then.. Then, yan and Sha te le came back with a hotter that yan bought from Baleno. Think it is really ex and i feel really bad. And yan ah i tell you. The shirt is nice. I really like it. I was just joking earlier on. Pls believe!

Went Arcade later on and played with this super interesting Drum game and then went for this toy catching game. Wasted $4 and didnt even caught any. I think the manufacturers are just trying to cheat pple's money, till now i have not seen anyone caught even on yet!

Swensens for dinner. Had Fish and Chips then was surprised by pris- wei - noisy! They came in with the cake and was i was like so TOUCHED! Haha.Shocked! Ice cream cake. cant even remember when was the last time i ate that! But had a hard time swollowing the cake down cox i was really really FULLL!!!!!!! Managed to force it down eventually.. Noisy went off to meet SOMEONE in the end. I knew it one. she wont go home! Haha.

Heeren after that to take Neos and pris i tell you, it is fried Wantan, not Wantan noodles. trust my nose! Went home with pris wei and yun after that. Wei wanted to get shrooms meal but it was sold out so she bought the Mac student meal in the end. I had a share in the drink. Haha. Home!

To all who celebrated my birthday for me today. *yan *yun *chris *pris *wei *cai *noisy * june * she te le. Really a big thank you too all of you. Best pals ever. You all made my day! Thanx a lot. Actually didnt expect everyone to turn up one. Esp. wei pris and noisy. Haha! So, thank to you three sushi pals.. yeh. you all are the best!!

Thanx Evon for that birthday wish!! Thanx Junli for the numerous Birthday wishes and card!! Thanx yan for the effort that you put in and your shirt!! Thanx pris wei noisy for the ice cream cake!! Thanx sha te le and junli for the balloon!! Thanx cai yun chris june and sha te le for the CD!! Thanx yun for your showers of blessings!! Thanx Pris noisy wei for coming!! Thanx SuAnn for your Birthday wishes... Yeh, i fell that i am so lucky cox i got so many pple who are so nice too me!! HURRAY!! Now i know what it means by SWEET SIXTEEN. hehe!!

2005-04-23T15:18:00.000+08:00

Lit was so boring today. It was 2 periods long and she was talking all the way. Didnt even know what i was writing. WXP gave us another lecture again. Saying you must work hard then can enjoy next time or something and it lasted one long period. She is so sacarstic. I miss HM! :(

Stayed back for chinese compo in the afternoon and nothing came on my mind. Was writing crap la. Think this compo will get only a 60. sad case. Had to wait for that june to finish her compo for half an hour and it deprived me of my sleep. She was so slow! ARGH. Haha and she got so nervous when i started rushing her. Walked out with june cai wei yun.

Fate Twisters ended today. Sad. no more Chang Xi, TianSheng, Xiao Lei and i had to watch the last episode in the super smelly coffeeshop because there were smokers around me. They really pissed me off. Nad they just like to sit near me. I think they just want to let me get their second hand smoke. Evil people. But still, i like the food there if not i would not even bother to even step into the smoking area!

Think tmr there will be people celebrating my birthday for me? Haha. Think so la, which means they will give me a surprise? Hm. I am thinking so far off. Haha! Nvm. Thanx to SuAnn for giving me those present. I love them ya. Esp. the " Balls dropping down the stairs". Best JNR ever!

Evon told me that there will be a team dinner on Monday but yet to be confirmed. I am rather loking forward to it. Haha. First time i look forward to something that has connection with TT. So, this means that i will get to see SuAnn and Jillian once again and then i can joke around with them once again. Talking about SuAnn's favourite topic " Paddi Field". YEH . :)

Looking forward to tmr's tuition for once!!!

2005-04-22T06:03:00.000+08:00

Maths lesson would not be that stressful if i do my revision before hand. Ms lau was going through the stretch part then actually i already did the questions before hand already so when everyone was doing it i was slacking. yun qian is now her target. poor thing la. Haha! Ms lau always comes and find me when my dummie partner's gone. Help! But actually ms lau is really a very very nice teacher. She is just super crappy and serious when she's serious. Then today when i know my work she actually said: Good! But can you actually remember them?" Oh my, i was hurt. Hai. She's so mean. I was actually happy when she said good but she had to add something behind. But nvm, she's still a good teacher. I like her! Haha. I was thinking that i must work hard for my Mid Year and show her that i am a good student. *smiles with teeth beaming* I was seeing myself scoring the highest. Though it's like far far away from me but i will TRY! I failed my A maths test - 10/25 but i got the same mark as dummie partner. Haha. Shows that i improved cox i usually get 1 mark lower then her. Yeh. I will continue working hard.

There's Chem test tmr and i hope i will pass. I have failed all my Chem tests this year. Not even a pass yet. That's very sad. Even my A maths is better then Chem. Hai. Hope the tuition will really help! Taking NAPFA next thurs! 5 items!

My Birthday's coming and i think i want to go Swensen's. I don't like soft toys for presents. I like practical stuff. Like food or things to use or anything! Soft toys collects dust and my mum will start nagging again. I want a dog for my birthday but it will forever be a dream cox my mum dislikes them. We think different. She thinks they are dirty, i think they are cute. I'm going to be 16 soon and NC-16 here i come. I think i will spend a lonely birthday as i always did other than the celebration that my whole family of 14 celebrated for me at Jack's Place. The food was great as usual but the Birthday song took so long to be broacasted, in the end we sang w/o the song. Haha. Then the song came when the cake was gone and the song kept repeating, so stupid.

I miss trng but not someone there. I really want to touch the TT balls and bat again but i really do not want to go see someone. I cannot bring myself to step into that hall again. But think i am going to continue TT in JC if i can ever go into one.

I want to be an artiste manager next time when i grow up or i want to work in Warner Music. I want to see all the celebrities. Think i will be so happy everyday but still i do not know what the future holds for me. I might become a road sweeper or a toilet cleaner or maybe i will open a recording company. Or be a childcare teacher? *dreams* Mrs Ng told me not to stalk the celebrities today cox i wrote on the piece of paper that i want to be an embedded tourist " i want to stay in Hong Kong so that i can see all the celebrities there" She was laughing at what i wrote but nvm, that's just for fun. And it's a dream after all. Hong Kong/ Taiwan, here i come... *Whee---- *

2005-04-16T11:31:00.000+08:00

A/E Maths lessons with Ms lau are stressful. Esp, ytd when dummie partner left for tournament. Ms lau came to check on me and i got so stressed up that i couldn't even do a simple question and she kept pushing me to answer her qustion. Like what is the opposite of mutiply. I stoned at her and said + ! I don't even know why i said that. Felt so stupid. Then later she asked me again. This time very irritated and i was so scared. I was like HELP HELP SOMEBODY HELP! But that stupid dummie partner was like nowhere to be seen and i said divide. Finally it was correct then PHEW. She let me off and went away saying: " yingxiu, you've got to work harder!" So sad to hear that but i know the answer one la, just that she made me over stressed.. SIGH, Maths lessons!

Chem Prac today was rather ok la. I just hope thati can pass. My QA was plain crapping all the way but i managed to guess the anion correctly. SULPHATE. But think the element for the VA was wrong. I got Magnesium but i think it's sodium. But the both of them are just next to each other so... SO i may be correct after all. There's still chance. HOPES! :) Physics Prac was not any better la though i think i can scrap through it again. HOPES!

NAPFA 5 items next week. Huiyun got CCA for the two re-tests and so i will be alone leh. HAI. so sad. But think there will still be the TT girls la. Hope i won't be so odd out after all! Failed Chem tests again. 15/40! I will never pass it. It's like never passed a single chem test since this year. Other people are like getting all their Bs and As for chem but i never seem to make it. WHATEVER, i give up! I just cannot make it for chem. Off you go~!

Pasata Mania on Monday with Dummie partner and zhiwei. I love pasta mania. It's so nice. Hehe. And i miss the the soft shell crab. Hm, when shall we go again! My previous angel is Mary and she gave me a whole tin of Milo and a packet of Milo Nuggets. Thanx! She's like so interestin la. Haha. And i gave her the Korean crackers in return. Nice angel though i was complaing that she didn't give me anything. Was just joking only la. Don't take it to heart, Mary!

Yanzi was nominated for many awards for the 16th Taiwan Golden Melody Award. It's like she got in almost everything. Except for the Favourite Male Artist and Best Newcomer Award. So der right. haha! She's the best la. Though some may say she is not so popular but to me she is super popular. Yeh Yeh! HAha. Hope she wins most of them and i will be cheering for her here in Singapore.

2005-04-14T07:46:00.000+08:00

2.4 today. Was totally exhausted!! Felt short of breath for the first time in my life during the last round. Then i decide that i should stop if not i think i will be lying in hospital now. I did not even train at all for my 2.4 Today is like my very first time after last year's one. I was so worried that i couldn't sleep till 3 plus last night then i kept praying for strength and truly he answered my prays and i passed by 0.02sec. Time: 18.12 ! Mdm Ho actually said that i failed and it gave me a shock. But luckily she was talking about the age 16 people. I'm young and i am 15. Haha! Lucky me. Noisy said that i was too slow and kept walking but i was tired what! I am a failure case of spo0rts people. I am so happy that i passed and no need re-run again. PHEW!!

2005-04-12T15:13:00.000+08:00

8/4- PLTT played their best ever match with SNTT, though we lost 2:3 but i really feel that they played super well today. Esp. WJ. She played so well that it seems that she could just blocked everything and it was the best ever match that i see her play. But it was really upsetting when the doubles lost by a small tiny margin. All hopes were dashed at that instant. Top 8 was what we get this year. It's like the first year for my whole lifetime in TT that the team didn't get in Top 4 in Nationals. I'm really very sad but, what can we do when lady luck isn't smiling at us? :x ! My TT life ended with the last day of our tournament and i cant believe that i actually spent 7 years in TT and it's like half of my entire life with him!? WOW. I have decided that i would continue with TT if i ever made it into JC.

Today after Physics Prac which was so-so went back class to complete SS Assignment and they MElissa Foo suggested eating Yukee and i decide to go to + Zhiwei then while on the way. She decide to go Bishan Pasta Mania and off we went. Delicious as usual and walked around J8. Went to the Candy Mix to buy candys for her Mortal then she went off and me/zw walked around. Then NEL down to Boon Keng to meet sis. Sorry Zhiwei for the wrong information given. HAHA! You scared me with your angry tone!

I AM NOT GOING TO DO CHINESE COMPO. It's so boring. Always writing and writing. I don't like it! Topics given are always not good. I want to write freely. LET ME CHOOSE MY OWN TOPIC.

F.I.R's new album is out. Waiting for them to come Singapore for the Autograph session before i buy the CD. Songs are great as usual and they are so captivating and smoothing to the ear. HAHA!

Tmr will be a HMW day where i have to stay at home to finish two compo. Sad Case!

I don't want PE. I'm so scared of NAPFA. It's a sure fail one. I am such a failure. Aren't sports people supposed to be having strong staminas? Maybe i'm a failure case. SIGH.. HELP!!!!

2005-03-21T13:45:00.000+08:00

The trip to the Old Folks home was once in a lifetime experience! I really enjoyed it though i was struggling to be the MC with xiaoyan and thanks to mindy hester turaiya stefanie for coming up on stage to help! A big thank you to you all. AND to some people who turned into the MC unexpectedly(as claimed by her) you really pissed me off i tell you. You just went up to like say your games then i also don't know why you stayed on and in the end claimed something that is NOT TRUE!!!!!! I know you want to gain attention and credit but please do not do it through this way la. You do not know how hard xiaoyan and i are like trying la! *Shall stop wasting my time talking bout this person*

Tournament is starting soon and my last day in Table Tennis which i have wasted 7 years on will officially end on 12/4 i think! I don't know if he will let Evon and me play but i really hope so though i know he prefers the other pair. He hates us to partner each other. And i know we are not very strong but i really feel comfortable partnering Evon. Nvm la. Oh ya. I got a FRIEND-chan suann . haha! Will never forget her. Will always remember her though i will leave TT soon! Glad to hear that? I know she must be super touched by me now. *passes you a tissue through the computer*

2005-03-01T07:42:00.000+08:00

PRAISE THE LORD! I've got an A1 and Dist. for Oral.. i really think all this was made possible by God and i really thank him for that! Just less than 1 hour ago, i was sitting in the tense atmosphere of the HCL room waiting for Mdm Hu Min to give me my results.. I was like the LAST!? I've prepared a piece of tissue in my hand .. waiting to burst out just now! was so damm nervous la.. i didnt dare to stand up and go get my results when she announced my name.. Then when i got it, Hurray! A1 with Dist. I was like PHEW!! The whole day in class was really disasterous.. couldnt concentrate at all and had to wait till 145 then can get back results! Was so tiring.. waiting and waiting!

To all those that didnt get what you wanted: It's ok, i'm sure you have all tried hard.. just trust in the lord and he will lead the way..

2005-02-28T05:13:00.000+08:00

TOMORROW'S THE DAY WHEN THE RESULTS ARE RELEASED! 28/2

Just have to wait for another 24 hrs or less and i will know what did i get! Scared Scared Scared..

2005-02-23T15:54:00.000+08:00

I Pray.. I Pray that as each day gets nearer..God will give me calmness in my heart! I was thinking that on friday night(if the results comes out then) .. what will i be telling my relatives who will be calling? An A1 A2 B3? Oh No!! I can't get this off my head.. What if everyone gets an A1 and i, a A2? NOOOOOOO... What if everyone goes out to celebrate and i sobbing at home? HELP!! I don't know how i will react when i get back my results.. I know i will sure see tears that day but i hope it's tears of joy instead of.. of... of... of...

Mac after chem test today with zhiwei at serangoon gardens.. walked under the sorching sun for like 15 mins and was perspiring like mad! Was so shiok when we entered Mac! Saw this group of Australian International School guys and they were rather cute.. i like one of them and zhiwei like the other one.. haha! After that we walked to pet's resource centre to buy my hamster's food.. I simply love this shop. I will go there whenever i'm free and will introduce people there too. It's somesort a grooming shop cum vet cum pet store la.. has everything under the sun for pets.. there's this black dog there that is super tame but i still dare not touch it.. i scared that it will bite my hand..haha! Then right, there was this puppy that's super super cute! I was like waving and touching it through the window frame! Too bad la, my mum doesnt like the idea of having a dog.. If not i would have gotten one long ago!

2005-02-20T15:42:00.000+08:00

Went to watch thunderstorm yesterday, went to meet Cairong, Huiyun, Junli, Sheryl at the opposite cherry hill bus stop, they say i dress like i was going to attend Star Awards. then started singing the song.so lame. was laughing like mad.But that's a nice comment. GEEs. We were rather scared that we were late la .cox of some miscommunication. Oh ya, and Zhiwei was so shocked with my dressing that she was like i PEI FU you ah. Haha, so funny!

Think the show was rather boring la. Or rather, i don't know how to appreciate this kind of stuffs.A one minute speech they can drag for like 10 minutes. Dozed off a few times and woke up finding them still on the same scence.Haha! But i must admit that their voices are strong and good. loud too! Zhiwei's parents fetched me home after that with her tired brother in the car.Ended up at Chomp Chomp opposite food centre to eat supper cox she was hungry. i was a bit hingry too la! Then her parents odered for me a big cup of cane sugar that got me so bloated up.. then ate carrot cake and LA LA too. nice la. Thanx auntie uncle.And thanx to best friend zhiwei. haha!

I read Tan's blog and i think she has got such a sweet sixteen birthday. I think i won't ever get such a nice birthday celebration! It's so fun. But anw, who doesn't want such a surprising birthday. Hai, nvm la. Still got my family to celebrate for me! I'm scared. A few more days and the results will be released! No, help me. pressure lands on me once again.

I think i am a very possesive person and has a very weird character leh.. if i have a very good friend or something and she's like one od my very close pal , i will like be jealous or something when she like gets very very close wih another person but i am trying very hard to change my this character. And then i will also want that person to assure me that she also treats me as her best friend or something one leh. Even my sisters and parents says so.. why when i am very close to one person i treat her very nice and can buy her lots of expensive stufss but when i am not close to that person anymore(usually is my problem cox the other party got close to another person), i will like treat that person as a stranger or anything and don't mention about that person anymore.. I know this is a very bad thing and i am trying very hard to get rid of this and i am succeeding .. cox i am more open now. And so i have very little little friendship problems now.

I hope it won't surface anymore and over here.. i sincerely apologise to anyone whom i have said any bad things about .. YINGZI IS VERY SORRY!

2005-02-17T14:02:00.000+08:00

It's sort of confirmed that the O's are going to be released like soon. And it's very soon, like next week! I am already feeling the fear and stress now. I rather go take the exam over and over again rather than take back results! I really want my A1.. an A2 or below to me is considered as fail! I really cannot take it anymore, this is really very important to me! I cannot afford to get even an A2.. But i really tried my best.. really! I wrote the best essays i ever wrote and studied rather hard for all the words, though i know my sentence is like one wrong already, then the 4 choose 1 one 1 wrong already.. but this is already bad enough already.. this will make a difference between an A1 and A2.. I have a heavy stone in my heart now.. Help, i really need strength now!

-May God grant me strength-

2005-02-13T06:50:00.000+08:00

I'm getting very frustrated.. Tournament is starting tomorrow! NO.. i have a bad feeling about all this! Got to leave class early tmr and have to miss E maths quiz and Physics test. NO, i don't want to take it alone at the science lab.. i want to take it with the class.. i DREAD all this.. ARGH!

Should be going out later to get some Valentine's gift and i have already prepared a special gift for sylvia and xiaoyan.. haha! I really hope that tmr will pass very soon.. i really can't take it anymore.. i hope that i won't break down in front of all the rest of the people.. cox i have to be strong..

I just realised that the results of the Chinese O's are coming out soon.. i'm really very worried.. stressed to the limits.. I have to get my As.. it's very important to me! But what if i don't get it.. I really can't imagine what i would do.. *cry in the toilet* i think after i get back my results. Or remain in a solemn mood forever.. HELP! I'm sure everyone will get their As and *yingzi* is the only one who will not get it..

Got back Chemistry test on friday and what i would say is that it was disasterous.. FAILED! Think i was one of the few who failed.. So many people passed it.. All of them have got 20 and above and i've got like 15.5! What's this .. I am feeling very down.. but maybe it's because i didn't even study hard for it.. I just merely browse through the book.. finished studying in 10 mins then i went to sleep.. i mean this is what the results shows.. If you didnt study you fail..

BUT... BUT.. there are just so many fakers around... next is a extract from them " NO! I have not finished studying .. i sure fail one! " Fakers around.. pls don't say this in front of me.. i will start scolding you i tell you.. Who will not study hard for a test??? You name me if you can .. and i will gladly apologise for what i am saying now..

However there are really people around who really didnt study and could too score well for theirs test because these people are really smart people.. they can remember what they have learnt.. but they are so rare.. or rather 1 in a 1000...

Alright.. i'm getting so worked up here.. maybe because TT is really driving me crazy.. plus the chem results really added on to my solemn mood.. HELP!! I need to de-stres... AND and.. i have found a method to de-stress... playing Mahjong.. haha! Go try it if you have the chance .. it's really nice. !! Haha..

I will not be influenced by people around me anymore.. i will not listen to their fake words.. i will start studying hard for all upcoming tests and score well.. I will not play anymore.. other then reserving the weekends for my mahjong session... *yingzi* begans her new life from this moment.. haha! I will make it into AJ.. If i can get any better results. i will go VJ... haha!

2005-02-11T13:08:00.000+08:00

WoOhoO! I am getting happier as each day passes.. trying very hard to forget about that matter that has caused so much misery in me! *yingzi* has become stronger..

I want to assure yan here that she will always be one of my best pals.. other then sylvia and zhiwei! If i did anything in the past like talking bad about you or anything else.. i say sorry to the three of you here! The three of you are very significant in my life and i do not wish to lose you all! ( oh no.. getting so mushy)

New Year was great .. went to grandma's house(mother's side) and met up with my auntie(who is only 19+) so weird.. haha! But as usual, we locked ourselves in one of the rooms and talk .. i realised something.. she watched TRIUMPH IN THE SKIES too and SHE LIKES DANIEL WU too! haha.. finally found someone who shares the same interest as me.. YEH!

Tournament starts on Valentine's day and the non players.. that include *First Reserve* will have to leave class early at like 12 and help set tables and get ready the adminstrative stuffs.. Will have to be free labour again .. while the players go have their lunch ! I really hate all this.. Hai! *stops myself from complaining again*

2005-02-08T05:21:00.000+08:00

Monday 7/2 will be marked in my life forever.. Never will i forget it! The players for the tournament were announced today! *yingzi*'s not playing .. she is a FIRST RESERVE! Alright, first reserve i am ! Trying very hard to accept this fact. If i say i am not sad that's definately not true.

I was given hope and now it was smashed in just a matter of a few minutes when the names were announced.. Is it my fault that i am not playing? Or because of others? Here i am unable to accept the fact and feeling super sad.. I don't want be some table manager ever again.

I want to be useful and play.. I am not looking forward to trainings anymore.. This is the first time i am looking forward to O's .. So that i won't need to go for trainings anymore.. *yingzi* must stay strong and survive throgh this.. [ I will survive] ..